the times come with changes. I don't know from where to start , here I had spent my most of life since I was born in my town . I make friends , enemy's and some bonds with them who's precious for me above every places. as I grown up I need to be mature and more serious about my future. the main thing is I didn't wanna be sincere boy always want to be known as naughty boy but in life , there is a rule that is nothing happening in your life as you want always happening that things that you never ever thought . if you're a good or bad person so you see whole world as you actually are. I think I shuold move out from town to city for doing something and where as , I hope everything will be same and I saw all my town boys were some doing study and some enjoying . it was seems to be like I was in my hometown so i thought it was so easy to settled here cause all my Townies help me but I was wrong they hiding his faces and always want to escape and pull back his hands to doing helps . I felt so bad that time but when I have been sleeping under the sky I did profound concentrate and finally came on conclusion that why I'm felt bad about them it was their choice and they do whatever they was want or wasn't. so I left the expectations to them and go ahead and took a decision all I need i'll manage it by myself. you know god is everywhere , I met a boy in my coaching after few days we're just became the good friends and he helped me a lot as I wasn't expect from him. he's exactly like me. when he come into my life my life is fulfill with blissful moments. To sum up , your hard time makes you more mature and tough to fight against every kinds of situation. I learned a lot from that journey of my life where I was that kind of person who was always run from responsibility but the time thought me we have to be take responsibility and be responsible about your life. in addition , now I know who's with me and who's mine or isn't. this part of my life is called being though. I would love if someone correct this short journey.

The got rough and no one with me . you know what , as far as I experienced there is no lord here if god is here then why he's always rude towards me and my destiny . I'm totally exhausted from what's happening in my life everything I was trying to do always have some problem come and that opportunity take away from my hands. if there is god and everything going on around the world is god's plan so why I'm so unlucky , why lord always taking test of mine . always leave me in difficult situation but when I taking over one thing it suddenly bring one more that will be much harder than before . what the problem of god have with me? I know every man have bad time and memories that help to stay your feet on ground but in my life it's not giving me a chance to fly . in addition , my best friends showing a rude and rough behavior towards me when I need him more . moreover I won't blame them cause it's not his fault it's my fault that I have not chose and failed to recognize them. time after time , everything would be very clear and my vision seems to be like blurry cause I got enough stitch up. where as , the thing is affect me more than them is I have been pride on my friends since we were in school time but now everything change with the time nothing remain like before. when I think that I should be clear cut and tell them that our friendship are truning to end . but one more thought blown my mind which is I read that somewhere "always be kind with everyone no matter how rude or bad they towards you " and one more "god's everywhere so he is taking test of our in many ways " . in brief , I want to say it's your life never ever depend on somebody else . no one comes when you are in difficulty only your homies support you. that's it for now . today I'm so disappointed and clear one thing do your work with yourself otherwise people's find advantage in you.

about happiness you know happiness ain't a things that we can but from market. it's a feelings that we can feel and want to always get in it. furthermore , to being happy is depend on you because there is no restrictions if you have a good time and makes you more fresh. automatically your mood will be good then a moment create and every little things make you more and more nostalgic memories converted in happiness. every second of life you mind and thoughts will be change as for the ambience around you. the time make difference between you desire and dreams as you grown up you priorities will be changes. so its natural but the main factors that play special role in your happy moments that is your satisfaction . if you satisfy in with what do you have? trying to as happy as you can with what you have , not get despair for those which do you hanven't. live happy and being satisfy make you more happy . its not depends on that you are poor or ain't. its only you and yourself nothing else. I have a lot to say but I haven't enough words in my mind to express my thoughts. I'd like if someone were to correct this .

About my favourite series. my most likely series is Chernobyl that I had never ever seen before which is based on real accident that occurred in Chernobyl in 1986 by nuclear disaster in nuclear power plant . the cinematography is so so real makes you feel like this is actually happening at present. what kinds of situation at that time but now director worked very well create same type of situation and what cause of behind this disaster. when I have been watching this it made me feel like we're trying to overcome on this disaster . I recommend you must watch this . in addition, it shows the political reaction and how they trying to lie to own country and trying to conceal the truth behind that. in this series's concerns every prospect that affected by nuclear disaster and who was contribute in this to rectify on the situation and who lost own life before the noramal death time. that'a all I have to say . i'd love it if someone were to correct me.

June 21 , A tragic accident happened with me. as always I got up early in the morning and I was on my daily routine like exercise and went to washroom. I came out and saw the clock then I realize I have to rush now for have coaching classes. so ate my breakfast and well dressed with wear a smile on face. although I came out from my apartment and took a short walk ,finally reached bus stop moreover where I was looking for the city bus. suddenly a Sadan car came and stopped next to me where I saw 4 boys are set in car they are asking me for the way of university so , as usual , I told them that take right on next 4 way and go straight where around 800 meter on your left side you'll see your destination. but they were pretending in front of me that they didn't get that. so they asked me where are you going ? I told them I'm on my way to my coaching classes so they told me you can get in , we'll drop you on your destination that I was thinking i'm getting late so I should get in the car. so had set on car was running on road for while I saw a beer bottle . I was little scared but I told them please drop me here but they didn't listen me and a boy shouting and yelling for no reason. that moment I was thinking I took wrong decision to believe in strangers. so I tried as simple as I could and tlod them you can hit me , come on , beat me but I never happening this more to running car on road. so they stopped the car and dropped me there and when they were going one of them told me we are just joking. for me it was like they kidnapped me. I parents said right that never trust on a stranger. these little things keep in mind. make sure stay away from these kind of planning. I'd love if someone correct me.

About transport system there are 4 type of transport mode available basically all are important in their basis. the first one is air transport which fastest mode of transport when we need to go international destinations even domestic . it's costly than remaining transport moreover its provides you most safest and take less time among others will take lots of time. the best thing is you can feel the experience of fly through clouds in the air. the second one is water transport like ship , cruise ship , boat stuff like that's basically used for luggage shipping , expensive cars and many more thing which you import and export from other countries. so if you try to take a ride on ship it's make you feel cool breeze come on directly on your face and you will be able to more understand the water that's any time change the flow and peace everywhere no human land around you. you will be surrounded with blue water its sounds very well. the third one medium of transport is train. this is easy way to to take long journey through different places and city's with cozy train journey . it's easy to access and more convenient for passengers so far so good I think this would be a slogan of trains. where as , the forth one is public transport like taxi , uber , buses , rental car , auto etc. even though train is also a public transport but its apart from these kind of 4wheeler. mostly we used that for short distance and a city to another town . all medium are important in their separate place and different works. i'd love if someone were correct it..

about my town my town where I belongs to and a vibrant place to live not much crowded . those who live there all have sufficient time to give each other and the locals often try to make connection among over town . the thing is make it more and more prominent is morning food . my town is also known as a food factory because the breakfast in my town is full of spices like kachori , pratha , dosa , pani puri stuff like that having with a cup of tea make it worthy. the charisma and tastes of food which you never gonna forget. in addition there is all kind of things available that's necessary like hospital , school , college , play ground , shopping mall , banquets hall etc. so no need to run in city for basics . where as local people are very affable and the simple persona they have I don't think you've seen somewhere. so that's it ..still have a lot to say but I know there is ton's of grammatical mistakes. I like if someone correct me..

my fevourite color the proper way to know somebody without asking anyone is the color of that he wear define his personality and character also. I like all the colors that make our life blissful but my personal favorite color is black . it's suits me like on everyone . it's most classic and royal color ever . you can match everything on black . like we know black is a sign of concealment and even mysterious . the black define devil and sorrows. in my life I'm surrounded with black all my clothes are black and my shoe. everything that I like to buy and bought by myself was black cause its attract me more than others. when I see something black thing suddenly my mind say to me I have to buy something just like that. my obsession for black is not to be bare by my homies..

how can be a man behavior changes like this? you know when I meet someone who was in my my class when I had in 12th . that times we didn't know each other only casual hi / hello. after two years we met in our hometown through my best friend so where we enjoyed and it was fun . my persona attract ed him to make me his friends. often we met in hometown I have trust on him that he will help me in any kind of situation but when I was going to another city where he was studying . I think he is there and everything will be good he settled me but he turn another side when I call him and all the time he make excuses . you know what was happened with him he got more knowledgeable than me and hi s ego makes difference between us. I'm glad to be have friends like these that make my vision more clear . I remember one thing which is laugh with many but don't trust any. from where I decided never depend on someone else do it by yourself. I said him clearly all matter and he laughed and I told me if you need any help my doors always open for you but never expect me to more than you've done. the death is not kill a man , you know who kill the man his ego kill a man.