Never stop being a good person just because of bad people. I want to share with you guys an experience of my life: No matter what others do to you, it doesn't worth when you act like them when it comes to bad acts. This week I lived a moment in my life that was crucial for the constructions of my inner self. A guy from my job acted in a stupid manner. In some determinated moment of our job, I questioned him why we were doing that when we could do it faster and better... He came to me and said I was a nobody there and I had just to do what he wanted to. Like "shut up, you don't have anything to say, just do it" I said that that was a waste of time and effort but did what he wanted me to. Later he found out that actually we could've done it in better time. He didn't apologized for that but I could see in his face that he knew he had acted stupidly. Thing is, I work in peace nowadays because I don't take people like that with me and I don't wanna be like them because I know I can be better than them. I don't need to treat someone baddly just because of my position, like he did so. We don't know where that person comes from, what they passed in life. In fact, we don't need to know anything, we just need to respect. Yesterday his position was handed to me and I found out he was having a real bad behavior with others, which got in him in serious problems. I never lived the quote "what goes around comes back around" so much than I did this week. :D

My Aviation School Life in 2019 Hi, guys. I'm gonna write this essay for an ESL- LAB exercise and hope you guys can help me out. If you wanna be an aeronaut then you have to study hard. You should have in mind two things: dedication and patience. In fact, the course doesn't take too much of your time. Here in Brazil it takes between four to six months, out from here you actually don't need to course anything. I studied during the saturdays for almost six months. At school we learn about quite everything you can imagine about aviation: the weather, how to save someone's life, all about an airplane (of course), how to treat someone, and so much more. . At the end you and your mates go to the jungle and ocean. Yes, we have survival classes and I gotta tell you that that experience is, for sure, something I don't wanna do again, though it was necessary. The worst part was the mosquitos and eveybody was starving. I killed a chicken but we couldn't bake it in time, so we spent all day without eating. Not mention that the ocean was like freezing. But I loved all those days. . My teachers were the best, not because they were my teachers, but also because they turned my friends. My aeronavengation professor told me he wanted to take a flight with me because of my grades, and when I say "take a flight" isn't as passengers,but pilots. That was the second best moment I experienced there. The first one was when I got an award of Best Studant in First Class Aviation School. To win this award you have to follow some rules: your outfit must be perfect - you have to use your uniform ironed and smelling good. You must have good grades and your behavior must be excelent. Your hair has to be cut and your beard well done. If none of this is followed you receive a warning. . There are a few processes which I had to pass to reach where I am now. It wasn't easy. I thought of giving up so many times I can't count on both hands. But I don't regret those times when I couldn't go out because I had no money saved because of I had spent it in the course. It worth the fight. I end up saying so much more than I was expecting but if you guys want to know more about aviation, so let's chat. :D

The Solar System King Watching about the solar system, I realized we are nothing but mere mortals. The sun is the king and the planets its jesters. All we know about life is provided by the sun and it rules our life style. Our lives depend on the sun. It provides us oxigen and food source. It gives the D vitamin which is not only necessary for humans but to all the living criatures. . I don't want to talk about what it provides us. I wanna talk about it itself. The star. It's overwhelming to think about that someday the sun will grow up so intensly that it will swallow almost all the planets in the solar system, and if not, it will cook all of them. (I'm relieved to know that it will happen in about 5 billion years. ) uff... One thing that got me speechless is the fact that the sun isn't standing up in the space. Yeah, I didn't know about that or I never stopped and thought about that. It depends on your point of view... It is orbiting around the milk way in a speed of 200 thousand kilometers per second, i guess...That's gorgeous. Comparing the sun with a human, it probably would be in the age of fourty-two years old.. That's what I AM saying, considering the fact that the sun has burned half of its helium gas. Anyways, I'm an astrology lover. I could spend all day long talking about that.

Random facts about me 1. I hate flying. Ironic considering I work flying. I like the airports, lounges and the elite status, but not flying. The act of fly makes me sick. Not that sick, but enough to irritates me. My ears close inside and some times I can't hear very well. It's called aeroembolism. It's common for everyone. 2. When I was younger I wanted to be an actor. I joined my sisters and created a theater show to my parents. I ended dying after eating a toxic orange. It's was such a dramatic scene with a not-so-good script, you see it haha... 3. I am a workaholic. I don't know if I run it from my father nor cuz I'm from New Venice, but I can't be doing nothing. If I don't have work to do, I think something is wrong and create something for myself. They say "Idle hands are the devil's workspace" or something like that. I totally agree with it. 4. I don't drink coffee, milk or peach juice. They taste like shit to me. I tasted them all but nothing's gonna change my opinion about that. ewwwww... 5. Next year I'd like to learn sign language. Deaf people are such amazing guys and I'm so curious about talking with them in sign language.

Ready for a ride One of the things I like doing is remembering moments I've been living. Last month was my birthday and surprisingly my brother-in-law gifted me a bycicle. I would never expect that. It's not just a simple one, it's made of carbon, steel fiber wheels, 24-speed. A real spectacular mountain bike... I'm still glad today. He works in a bike factory. He and his coworkers assemble the parts of the bikes in a company called Specialized. Sort of parts such as the wheels, the brakes, the frame, the chain, the handlebar and stuff... The gift itself ins't just that amazing. What it sets me out is something different. I feel healthy when I'm riding. It provides benefits for my brain and my body... I feel free when the wind blows against my hair. And what I like the most about it is the improvement of my social and emocional health. For sure that's a good gift.

Typical things I work as a flight attendant and normally I don't take flights to where my family lives. Though a few days in a month I go home to visit them. Today was that day!! They're always happy when I come here. Specially my niece, who's turned eight today <3 It's her birthday... I, as usual, don't like letting birthdays pass by without celebration, so I decided to make a surprise. I have an apartment in the city and I planned to surprise her in there, but when I reached at the door I remembered I forgot to tell the housemaid to do the household chores. That was just terrible. I had to take the garbage out... To do the dishes... To mop the floor... To dust the objects and change the sheets... Typical things which killed me, honestly. Rather be up in an airplane for 9 hours than doing that. But I did it!!! yeah I cleaned that mess and arrenged all the party utilities. The ballons, lights, music, the cake and juice (I don't like soda) bah... It was all stunning. Thing is everything went great after all. I've got my older sister more surprised than my niece and that was the apex for me. The day is ending up with me layed on the bed having a real backache after all those typical things... :D

My brain now rules my heart - and that's deploring. It would be so much easier letting our brain rule our feelings, don't you think so? This is about a girl I was getting it on for 8 months... I mean, we actually had no real connection lika dating.. We were just friends getting it on, but she knew all along I used to like her more than that.... And I remember always asking her about dating and she used to tell me she didn't know what she was feeling, and wasn't sure about us because she was lost inside her head. I mean, we always went out for swimming, movies, fast food and I wasn't understanding what she wanted from me. She didn't want to date, that was it. Then I decided to give a break on it. We didn't talk for about nine months. I was missing her a lot, so I liked a picture of her on instagram, then she did the same.. I was like, hmmm, maybe I could give a try again. She told me she missed me. We talked and met... We planned to travel next summer but yesterday she said something which changed everything... She told me she dated a guy for 2 months after we had a break... Man, we stayed together for 8 months and we never reached it like lovers... And then she dare to come at me after all this time to say she dated a guy for two months just because she felt something for him... and she wanted to give it a try just because maybe that thing could grow up to something more (which didn't occur, so she broke up with him). What the hell... I didn't let her realize I was up set with her. What I was feeling for her fell heavly on the ground like a huge rock falling from a high mountain and braking it all apart...The love turned into a severe pain and now I don't feel anything of good. We spent last night like nothing had been amissed, but in my mind everything changed... I really don't know what to do. My teenager feelings came back stronger than I was expecting. I want to play with her feelings just as much as she did with me... I can't trust her. That's terrible. :/

A not-so-common Sunday dawn Last Friday night I did a thing I'm not used to... I stole a bycicle, killed a cow and left its paws on the seilling of my grandma's house. I don't know why I was doing that but I felt like it was up to me, and it was just amusing... That night was frigid so that's probably why I'm ill now, never mind... Luckly, of course not, my grandma wasn't feeling well that day, I mean, yesterday, and I was the only grandson who could take care of her, like, how can an 11 yo boy take care of an old woman who could have a heart attack instantly now? Dude, I'm only 11... But had no choice... Despite the fact that she could die any time in my arms, I wasn't really afraid of that. That night was scaring because I was sure there was a huge animal walking around up in the attic. Like, shit, that's not possible! And there were nobody who could tell me what was that. They were all sleeping. What would you do if you had put cow's paws on the seilling of your grandma's house and were hearing they trot around like nothing had been amissed? Then I decide to check it out. It was die or live. That lonely house didn't use to be so large before... It was already Sunday dawn and I was shaking like a fish outta the water... It blew my mind away when I discoverd that my old grandpa was dancing with his tap shoes saying that he could do it all night...