I don't care if I'm so bad From the date of start？ At the time,I'm a lovely 、Lively and optimistic，I miss that the true self,but some famliy trouble and that boy.I changed a lot From then on I happened to turn the world upside down changes. I'm not happniess I started to become hypocritical pretend melancholy,At the same time ,I learned smoking dringking and in slience .I haven't many friends ,Only one or two ... During that day ,I more and more lonely , I became a teacher in the eye of the bad girls, teachers began to hate me makes the students away from me.I began to like all the others didn't like something, I like rain like lonely, quiet, I hate festivals brought lively I reject the happiness and joy. Maybe during adolescence, at this stage, I much rebellion. Now,I have to get rid of those bad habits, I try to smile, I gave up everything to your body is not responsible for the habit, I started to become outstanding sincere. It all comes from a rebellious and covered all over with cuts and bruises myself, because I grew up. When she was 17 years old I think that is the doings I just feel funny and irreverent. But experienced no one can know the sad melancholy that treason that the youth of color? I don't regret after these!I love myself I love tomorrow I look forward to tomorrow!