this is the first time for me to writing use english , dont use the dictionary, dont care about right or wrong .

i am chinese , and i living in shanghai now . there is not my home town , i come from a small city in mid-china.i born in a poor family, so i have to work hard to living by myself .

Shanghai is a big city , and everything is very expensive , especially the house rent .i have to spend most of my payment to pay for the house rent . and the food expensive too! how hard the life !

i learn that if i can speaking english very well , i can find a good job , for good pay . so i began to study english very hard , but , looking ! my english is so poor now , i cant use english talk to another .

there are some foreigners in my company , when i want to talk to them . i dont know say what , just say :"hi \hello" or something stupid .

yestoday , i find a foreigner in here , he come from USA , but he is learning chinese ,and very well . he can use chinese chat with me very easy , and he can use QQ. after i saw his blog , i am so sad about myself . because i know he learn chinese very hard , and he have strong mind to learning , i have to like him .

so today i write this in here , i dont care about anything , whatever right or wrong .