Similarity Huh, never thought that this concept would scare me, but it really did. So it started with so called “existential crisis” (I’ve been having this feeling since the day I realized our humans aren’t immortal, fun fact though, I didn’t know what it called until yesterday, god that takes so damn long) Years ago, the existential crisis makes me wonder how things are the way they are, why is it so ordered like some code that’s already set up. But then the COVID’s coming, as if trying to prove to me that what is like when the world is a total mess. And another things I realize is that, my dad and I are so alike, he chose medicine, I chose it too (different purpose but still 🤷🏻‍♀️) he likes dancing I like it too, also, he’s not talk too much, sometimes I look at him feels like he’s swallowed by his inner thoughts. I started to look around, there’s so much in common that me and my peers have, our thoughts are alike our way of talking are alike, so much so, we almost like the robots in the factory. Am I still me if the same environment builds the same person. Would it be somebody else sitting here saying what she wanna say and still think that these thoughts are coming from “her” brain. Those thoughts eating me up, and I don’t feel like doing anything since I don’t know who I am. If I just a small creature that can be created anytime, what’s the point for me to exist? I keep questioning myself why I am so afraid by this concept, where’s the fear coming from. Then I realized, is the fear of being replacement, I put my valuation into somebody else hands, I’m afraid that I’m not that important for somebody else. Ah, that’s the point where every thing comes clear, all I need to do is to focusing myself, grab the valuation system into my hands.After all, for me, I'm the one who can't be replaced.