DtOnG's notebook entry: Dec 06, 2010 Hi there! Today I would like to post a small piece of article that I wrote a couple of months ago. It is about my Buddhism point of view. If you are pleased, correct any mistakes for me. Thank you I once had a question for myself "What was I born for?" I once had suffered a lot and I am still having them - sufferings. They come and they go. When there was nowhere to go, noone to turn to, I started to become "a real buddhist" not just "a buddhist". Now I know what I was born for and why. I was born not to be born again. I don't know when, but it will come finally. I'm learning not to stray away. I'm learning to be conscious, to aware of what is going on in the "mind". I'm learning to look inside myself, seeing how bad and dirty I am. I accept them, recognize them and stay with them until they're gone. I wish this world would be more beautiful. We have trees, flowers, waterfalls, snow, lands, air, the sun and of course all other living things that are in the same cycle as me - cycle of non-stop sufferings ^^. I wish I could teach other people. But before that, I have to be awake first. I feel very thankful to have you as my role model. I hope one day I would be enlightened and free from everything even from you, my Lord Buddha. DtOnG,