Immature

I can still hear it raining. I didn't do anything special except going to the movies this evening. In the movie, the boy and the girl were seriously sick-they've got terminal diseases. Before the boy was gone, the girl said to him whom she was in love with : There are infinite numbers between 0 and 1 such as 0.1, 0.11, 0.12...Although we only have very limited time, you make my time endless. Before I met you, I was just waiting for my death. I didn't have anyone else who remembers me for ever. I am very happy for having you here, and I will remember you forever, and I will be remembered too. 

On my way home, I thought to myself, about what I did to my precious people. I guess I hurt some of them with by my stupid and careless words. Actually, I already knew those words might be able to make him mad, but I said them in a fit of anger. Although my time is not limited like the boy and the girl in the movie, I am also doomed to be gone someday. I could die right tomorrow while crossing the road. I don't know how much time I have for the rest of my life. If I suddenly should leave for the heaven right after I hurting people i didnt yet yet didn't reconcile with them, nothing would be worse than that. I couldn't regret more. How immature I was. I knew I have grown up very much, but I realized that I am still too immature.

Immature

I can still hear the raining rain. I didn't do anything special except going to the movies this evening. In the movie, the boy and the girl were seriously sick; they've got they had terminal diseases. Before the boy was gone passed, the girl said to him, whom she was in love with, "There are infinite numbers between 0 and 1 such as 0.1, 0.11, 0.12...Although we only have very limited time, you make my time endless. Before I met you, I was just waiting for my death. I didn't have anyone else who remembers me for ever. I am very happy for having you here, and I will remember you forever, and I will be remembered too."

On my way home, I thought to myself about what I did to my precious people. I guess I hurt some of them by my stupid and careless words. Actually, I already knew those words might be able to make him them mad, but I said them in a fit of anger. Although my time is not limited like the boy and the girl in the movie, I am also doomed destined to be gone someday one day. I could die right tomorrow while crossing the road. I don't know how much time I have for the rest left of my life. If I should suddenly should leave for the heaven right after I hurt people yet didn't don't reconcile with them, nothing would be worse than that. I couldn't wouldn't be able to feel more regret more. How immature I was. I knew I have grown up very much a lot, but I realized realize that I am still too immature.