1. This guy, so-called 'boyfriend' of mine (Another title you could use would be "My So-Called "Boyfriend")

when Whenever we meet together, he is always gentle and nice to me.
but However, I feel a little lonely from time to time when we are away from each other. 
This is because I think he doesn't think of me, or at least not that often in a the day.
Whenever I wake up, have a meal or even study, he always comes to pops up in my mind.
I come up with him He is in my head dozens of times a day like this.
he always gives me He usually only sends me a few messeges in a day and at last, calls me at the end of the day.
I think it is from his disposition (you can also say "I think it is because he forces himself to").
He seems to be lack of passion to does not seem to be passionate about me (I think saying "I do not think he cares about me" is a more natural expression)... - _ -. It seems that as though he is quiet and calm to about everything.
I actually admire this type of person in to some degrees. They have something I don't have: such as patience or and endurance.
BUT...
This type of guy...as a boyfriend.. hmmmmmm.... (You can also say "However, this type of guy as a boyfriend is a different story)
You know what I am saying. (Make sure to capitalize the first letter of the word in a sentence ^^)
I try my best to control my desire to send every trivial messeges to him.
Ugh, it is irritating.

but However, I love him you -_- ㅗ ahahahaah

People say in a relationship, girls like her the boys more and more as time goes by, but guys are not that way don't.
How What do you think of this?

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Hi, this is my first writing.
Please let me know and correct for:
right grammar,
more suitable expression,
any different regular expressions 
or everyything anything you can advise to me. :)
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