The style of this expression is a little clumsy and the meaning is a little unclear. At the same time, the expression includes "antithesis" which is a sophisticated word. In my opinion, something like this is easier to read: "I've always preferred goals which can be achieved without needing permission from anyone else, such as academic admission tutors."

well i think that you want to be independent . if you want to reach a goal you wanna reach it by your self without any help .