Weakness I found that I am not a patient person, I must overcome it. I have missed so much things for my poor patience. I just want to be a better me.

Teaching I want be chinese teacher on italki, if you want to learn chinese, please feel free to contact me. I promise I will try my best to help. I am a optimistic girl and easy to get along with.

Weather Today is 13, April in china, not as usual, spring came, but the temperature still be low. This week, the weather was turn to be warm, it feel so comfotable. I love spring, I love all the new things.

Nine Tails Cat It is said that mouse and man can be immortal, include cat. Cat will grow a tail after twenty years of pratice, and when they have nine tails, they come to a successful issue, and even immortal treat them with deference. However, it is very hard for cat to have the last tail. When cat have eight, it will receive a prompt, which is to help it's master rub the lamp. The cat will have the last tail after it satisfy the desire of the master, but one of it's tail it had before will disappear, it still be eight tails. This is a strange endless loop, no matter how to practice, the cat will never grow the last one. There was a very devout cat, it had practice for hundreds of years, and we can't know that how many people that the cat helped. But it still have eight tails. The cat complain to the Buddha, how to practise to be immortal in this way. The Buddha just smilence, so it have to continue. One day, when the cat back to the town that it hide itself, it met that the young was beset by wolves. By it's nature, it is easy as pie to drove the wolves. After the cat save the young, it found that he is the offspring of it's first master. According to the rule, it should help the young achieve a wish and then a tail off and another out. The cat still be in endless loop. The young was mad with joy. The legend of nine tails cat were been around for many years and he is so lucky to be it's master, and he can achieve a wish and no matter what it is. The cat ask the young, "what's your dream?", he has no answer in that moment. So the cat became the common cat and followed the young to his home. In after few days, the young get along with the cat carefully, he found that besides of indifference for everything, there was a little sadness in the eyes of cat. When he knew the secrit of endless loop, he feel pity for the cat. Finally, the cat was impatient of staying here, it asked the young about the dream again. The young thought for a while and asked:"Is any wish can be realized?", the cat just disdain glance at him. The young said slowly:"My wish is you have the nine tails." The cat froze and it's eyes were full of confusion and then were gratitude. It leaned over and licked the boy's hand, it was very warm. As a result, the cat grew the rare last tail and became the real nine tails cat. And the young lived a happy life.

Be strong after fragile Today, I read an article about cure the pain of mental. When we encounter painful things, what we should do not to pretend brave, but release the pain and allow ourselves to be fragile, then let them go. Trying to accept the fail, frustration, upset and fear, because there are necessary parts of our life. Only can we overcame it, we will grow up.

I feel good! We are together now. I have to work, while he stay at home as before. I am happy when we are together, he is a good man. He always try his best to cook the delicious food for me. He always tolerate my bad temper. He has lessons this week, but he cuts the class just for me. My mother told me that try to find other man to love, but I can't. He is the only one that I want to live with the rest of my life.

He is on the way to come here We have not seen for nearly one month and I miss him very much. About two days ago, he told his mother his would leave his home today and his mother asked that whether he was come to see me, he said yes. And after that, his mother prepared lots of food for me, I feel happy. His mother have saw me in the video before, she said I am beautiful and she was pleased with me. I told my boyfriend that his mother was kind, and he told this to his mother, she said she will be kinder to me after I get married with my boyfriend. I am looking forward to that. lol :D