I really don't remember you. I really don't remember. I mean it. I don't remember anything. When you are hurt badly by someone you can't remember what you liked about them. Why did I like him? What emotions did I feel? What did I do? I can't remember any of it. That is how it was for me.

sorry that I dont feel about you. I think every relationship don't have equal amount of love and feeling. I am not nice cuz I didnt tell you that I want marry you? Dont make conclusion that I am wrong or bad since I dont have same feeling or thinks with you. I havent started to feel about you eventhough we have talked three years . you know that we havent been on stable relationship. I just have told you I wasn't sure about my feeling. I am not in any place to try to have a relationship with you yet. I have been being honest with you. you were nice but you were not person who are patient and sincere for love as I wish. I am really appreciated for all nice prayers and hope you are doing well. Bye.

I deserve to be loved A married life without love isn't necessarily bad There are couples out there who claim that they can't live without each other Should I just to do it because everyone else is doing it? Should I marry him cuz i am at an age when i have got nothing to do but get married. is this what it feels like to be dragged away to prison ? i thought maybe i was rushing it because i was getting old I thought to myself , 'if I was 20,would I still marry him'? I just wasn't sure if I'd love him enough for the rest of my life I only wanted to improve myself a little bit It turns out that I wouldn't I still love myself the way ... I am

hey how are you? Honestly, I dont know how you felt. Sometimes I thought no matter what I did or said, it wouldn't affect you. So I guess I tried to make it seem like I didnt care at all. In reality it was torture for me not being able to talk to you. I do consider you before me but I really did think that I didnt matter to you. You may not believe such things but its true. I dont know how to be any different. this is reason i left you. sorry but i still miss you

nothing..... I have been too honest about my feeling. Think that being too honest and expressing an my feeling can sometimes put me under an disapointed. It has been a such long time to try to get to know someone. I belived that we had buided up some relationship Neverthelsee I cannot call it comitted. He wouldn't give away his heart easily Eventhough he told me he enjoyed talking to me and liked me a lot. I don't need somene who is willing to open the door in his country. Fine words butter no parsnips. Show me your mind with an action.