my hometown When it comes to my hometown, I feel a little awkward, because I don't exactly know where my hometown is. Should it be the place where I was raised or the place which was write on my household register? I have been living in Guangzhou since I was born. It's a beautiful place, nice structures with long history, delicious canton cuisine, the language with beautiful accent, interesting cultures. I really love Guangzhou! All though Hainan, place of domicile, is a amazing place too. I just don't feel I am a part of there, I never live in Hainan, and that is the awkward point, cause according to China's household register policy, I don't belong to Guangzhou, either. How are you guys think? Tell me about your hometown:)

it's time to get some change i and my ex-boyfriend are at a same chat group, we don't talk much to keep low key, i guess, at least i do so, maybe i don't want connection with him anymore. i woke up today and found some discussion about me on that chat group, it's not a big deal actually, but i just don't want him to see it, i feel a little embarrass, and no one to talk to. we haven't talked to each other like 5 years since we broke up, but we have the same circle of friends, and they go out one time a year. i usually pass it cause i don't like seeing him with embarrass but pretend nothing and talk with everyone except me happily, i don't want people know there is something between us. sometimes i think he is a weird guy, those clothes i don't get, those pose when he take photo. he don't care what people think about him, he just do whatever he want to. that is the great part of him, because i care a lot, i can't ignore people, i even care what people think when they saw us together, that makes me feel bad. i don't know why or what makes me don't dare to be front of him. i don't love him and i can't even say that was a serious relationship. even though, i don't want him feel regret that he was with me before, i guess. i feel that i am not as good as before, i don't have any thing can be proud of, all of my interesting thoughts are gone. i am a boring person, i feel my life is stillness, no billows, no thrill. there are always emotion that you have to take in yourself, i write down and i feel better now, and there is a moment make you want to get change. i never dance before, i decide to take a salsa course, learn a new thing, make something different and see what happen on me. i am glad that there is a place for me to say those thing.