Keeping a diary for a year - results (part 2) As I said, I was doing well with my challenge till August. But that month was the hardest for me. I felt so unhappy, so sad that I really didn't want to live, not to mention the keeping a diary. Meaninglessness of life was killing me. I couldn't understand what was the meaning of life? What should I understand or do or know? In that moment even diary couldn't help me. I started to miss records and it had continued till October. Now when I'm reading those rare records of Aug-Oct I can find out the reasons of my unhappiness. I can analyze and prevent this situation in future. That's why I like keeping a diary. So, it's December now and my challenge is almost finished. I can say that it's one of the best experience in my life .Due to keeping diary I started to understand myself, to listen to myself, to collect ideas, plans, dreams. It's not a complete cure of all soul deseases, but it can help. And it helped me many times. I'm going to read all of my records at the very end of December sitting in a cozy chair with a cup of coffee, remembering all the good and bad moments of 2015. Of course, I'll continue keeping my diary the next year, because the process of self-discovery is never ended.