the hardest battle one of the most hardest battle in ur life when u feel that u lost the way to yourself and did not have ability to recognize it , u do not know what happened to reach to this point and when it started , all u know just that u look at ur paint from up stairs and ask this paint belong to u and that is ur life !! i really know it is so hard , but let me tell u something what about if ur new paint is not horrible as u think , may u just have to look at it from different side and another vision , I am sure u will discover amazing details and new ways to u , may u will put ur hand on a new and different version from yourself , may u just Have to deal with ur new version , and i think one day u will be grateful to ur hard moments which lead u to ur new friend ( ur new version )who will Accompany u during ur journey in this life