dream（Bajin） I often think that dream is my only comfort. I will have a short clam just in the dream. In my life, I can’t find “quiet” this word. My heart is shrouded in worry and difficulty and never depart from me. Nevertheless, when I enter into dream, and they are far away suddenly. In the dream world, I always forget myself. I don’t know I used to be what kind of person or I used to do something. I am always a simple-minded young man, in my dream, neither have past nor have future, neither worry nor difficulty. I am just now. I only have one simple way, and I only have one simple faith. I don’t know where the faith come from and I don’t care about it in my dream. But faith is always the same faith, and in my life also don’t have change. The faith takes root. I never can change or put off it. I even forget myself and my past, but the faith sent forth rays as Venus. I often open my eyes from dream and lie on my bed and look around confusedly, and then I recall who I am by the faith at that time. The faith can link between dream world and true world. Even though I forget myself in my dream. I can’t do anything that I usually oppose.

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rainbow's notebook entry: Mar 06, 2011 what is happiness? if you have a dream that have chance come true, and you work day and night or study very hard. then you come true the dream. maybe the dream is not big or can't make it true. it's like a clothing when you see it and you want to buy it,but now you have not enough money.and then, you want to buy it, you must be earn many money.some day after,you get the clothing.do you feel happiness?