The Past Facing life by reminiscing and contemplating is not necessarily looking back into the past, rather it is looking into one's inner self. Experience became a part of a person, and to understand oneself relies on looking backwards into the past. While life can only be lived forward, and one look into the future only to turn away from the past, ending up looking around at the environment that is made up of others and surroundings. Darkness and brightness are as illusional as the past. Yet the past can be so real and vivid in front of one's eye. It can be relived.

My goal I have set a goal today. It is to write more on Italki. Getting feedbacks and corrections is a great way to learn, and I do want to improve. (Does "improve" needs to be followed by a noun or something?)

the moment you feel the most alive Is it a epiphany that makes you feel like that you truly exist? or is the adrenaline rush that makes you feel alive? Is it the moment you finally get what you want? or is it the moment that you reach your goal? What was the single moment in your entire life that made you feel the most alive?

Sieben Liederes Diese Jahr habe Ich sieben Liederes am die Gitarre gelernt und sie sind: BWV 1007 Prelude BWV 999 Prelude Moonlight Sonata first movement Fuer Elise Gymnopedie No. 1, Eric Satie Adelita, Francisco Tarrega Lagrima, Francisco Tarrega

Books I Read to Practice English Books (in English) I have read in the past year (12 books): the Godfather the Kiterunner Love in the Time of Cholera A Street Cat Named Bob the Good Earth the Perk of Being a Wallflower the Catcher in the Rye Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix the Great Gatsby Fathers and Sons the House on Mango Street Siddhartha Books I started to read but I haven't finished yet (9 books): Out of Africa the Adventure of Huckleberry Finn To Kill a Mockingbird Lord of the Flies(Why not THE Lord ? and also Why not THE Lord of the ring?) What is the What A Game of Thrones 100 Years of Solitude Van Gogh's Ear I Will Give You the Sun Books of which I took a peak at one or two chapters (or several), which I am not going to start to read until I finish reading the books on my second list (5 books) Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance Pet Sematary In Search of the Lost Times, the Swan's Way Lolita Winesburg, Ohio