I am living and surviving In all things, I am living and surviving. And so I will, to the end. With each of the ups and downs that I have to face. Especially with the low. Because nobody grows or learns something meaningful in moments in easy or happy episodes. That's how life works. No use crying, screaming, kicking, question to God or those who have experienced it. "There's another alternative to I turn somebody?". No it does not.

Happiness is mad at me Love is a great joy that ends in sorrow It marked a game where we do not know how to lose Suddenly the fate that has put on the table In this game of love one of them always has to suffer I bet all in on both, without thinking about you losing ... My heart was just you ... I bet all in on the two in a moment of passion ... I believed in an illusion. There are ... fire that did not want to spend I feel that love me burn, but keep thinking of you ... ... game that I do not know how to lose Dream makes me suffer, but I would do it all over again, just to have you again

There was a problem... I can't see my messages, I can't see anything on italki...... everything are too slow. Maybe the error is I've been back here,I back to writing about me, maybe the mistake is for I waited for you, believed that everything could be like before ... really there was a problem here!! Ps: I have communicated support :)

Destabilized We spend countless difficulties, we having to fight hard to achieve certain goals and still we die on the beach. We can let ourselves be consumed by work, and lose nights of sleep or leave to spend weekends with family just for our dire need of getting resources to maintain a dignified life, or amargarmos a dark period of unemployment. We can watch the injustice knock on our door and realize, unfortunately, that sometimes there is absolutely nothing to do. We can cry heartbroken from the loss of a love one or a loved one. We can, through so much negative that happens, we determined that everything always go wrong maldizermos us and our luck. After all this until we pass over his head to stupid idea of ​​making a big mistake himself, since it is exactly this: thus that this idea passes - and never come back, why is Overcoming Life! We were not born walking, not born talking, even thinking such nonsense - and can not under any circumstance is lost morale, spirit and our capacity to love, to live and overcome!

What makes your heart sing? We all think about finding our passion in life, like it is something out there waiting for us to catch or discover, when really it is inside us, it always has been, it is whatever makes your heart sing. Think of all the moments in your life that brought you so much joy and excitement that you could literally hear and feel the tone of your heart throughout your entire body. That is your heart singing, guiding you towards your calling, towards everything you were meant to be in this world. We can all hear our heart when it sings, but sometimes our mind gets in the way and questions the melody or tries to lower the volume. When that happens crank up the volume and drown out any doubt you may have, because when you listen and follow your hearts beat, the people around you can see it. They see it in the way you carry yourself, the way you smile, and the way you embrace the natural talents you have been blessed with to lead the life you choose. If you are going to follow anything in your life follow your hearts calling, for in it lies personal fulfillment and ultimate happiness. It is a journey you owe to yourself.

Are only words I do not write to anyone or to make music, I do not write to fill the blank of this page I understand that I writing! I see everything without vanity, I am only me and this blank It shows me what I do not know and make me see what not has words As much as I try are just words....As much as I kill me are only words.

218 Entries I made my retrospective at Italki, rereading 218 entries in the notebook mine. I was never popular in real life and virtual life, I saw how long it took for people to read my entries and comment or correct them. I met many good people and bad. The people good I will remember and people bad have already been deleted. I learned a lot, about places, countries, religion, customs, and many new words. I shared my sleeping time with really special people, that moment really worth it. Today remains the longing, uncertainty whether I was also special, and if I still do piece of their thoughts. Rereading my entries, I realized that I shared many of my feelings, and in the absence of that it was important, I found new friends. I will not create more expectations for my life, I just live one day at a time, and try to be a good person, for others and for me too! Are now 219 entries in my notebook! :)))

Strange people It's hard to get used to the attitudes of some people, when they first show up friendly and caring. But if you for some reason is not or does not do what they want, simply change your attitude .... The person who was gentle, loving and caring, becomes a "stranger". I say it's strange, because they ignore you, do not talk to you anymore, literally hides .. I think sometimes funny thing this person go into a chat "invisible", why is that? Who invented it? I think so inelegant that option, if you do not want to talk to me, why you added in your contacts? Really people are beings who we are incapable of understanding. Griping!

It's hard to say goodbye I don't know what is people's ability to understand what is the relationship with a dog ... Especially today, when love is down, and feelings are "slushy" too much to be externalized ... For the relationship between a human and his dog friend is the opposite of all that we see. It is made of unconditional love, looks confident, constant companionship, true friendship ... They do not care if we are rich, poor, ugly, fat, old or new ... For them it only matters that REALLY matter in a full and healthy relationship: love! Having a dog at home, that matures about seven times faster than us is a bit like watching parading our own lives: the faculties will be degrading, temper softening , gone energy lost. Only love and friendship are and remain constant, something that humans often fail to preserve. Today a closed cycle, were 13 years of joys and sorrows divided, we have not lost a dog, we lost part of the family, a dog warrior, fighting for life, its history marked by many challenges, but were always outweighed by its energy , strength and above all love. There are no words to define the intensity of the pain of loss. She is so incredibly sore that we lost the definition and expression of what we feel. Nothing else matters. Nothing. The pain of loss is too heavy. Unable to load solitarily. The fatality took you from our lives after so much effort to live ..... is still hard to believe that it was this way, both fought, suffered together, you had enormous strength and was both extremely sweet and affectionate. I'm crying inside and outside ... I miss your eyes, your bark, and even the smell of dirt and hair scattered around the room frantically ... I miss every second we spent together, every day, every night ... It will make a huge shortage, especially for their loyalty without compromise, for his kindness throughout this time.