Happy I am happy now,because I will have my weekend soon. haha!!

Happy birthday to me! The day after tomorrow is my birthday ,I will be 25 years old. But I am not so happy,because of someone.He makes me so unhappy.I try to find out where is the problem,but no gains.Still now,he has not replied to me.I know I will never see him.I am so sad,but he doesn't care. I always remember of the days we spent together,I want to forget,but I can't.My mood is in accord with him. I plan to go to the place we first met on my birthday by myself.I can set free from him,I will. No one will celebrate it with me,I also don't want to stay with my friends.I just want to stay alone. Happy birthday to me!

I am so sad today I am so sad today.Because the boy Iove will not contact with me any more.I don't know why . I am a chinese girl in Beijing.We met in Beijing,then he went to Shanghai,I went to Qingdao,just to work.He made me fall in love with him.Then I come back to Beijing waiting for him.He has said he would come to see me.I am still waiting. He is a french man.I like him.His character contracts me all the time though we have not stayed together for a long time.But my feelings tell me ,I fell in love with him. When I spent more time on him,he became care nothing about me.He said he was always so busy.I understand him.Then I was not angry when he couldn't reply my message. Today I am angry because he didn't care me when I was in painful with my stomach.I think he doesn't care me any more.He sent me a message"I will not bother you". A simple sentence,but it hurt my heart. I reply to him ,telling him I will not be angry.I just wan to be cared by you.but he didn't reply to me . I think we are over.Why did you come to my life,making me love you,then you run away?Do you know you hurt me deeply?I thought we can love each other,I even want to have baby for you .But,you ......I gave my love to you,but you? I am so sad now.and I still love you .As long as you are happy,I will be happier.I even plan to learn french,just for you. Everything is late I think,,I don't know where my mistake is.Maybe you met the other girl and forgot me. Anyway,I hope the man I love will be happy everyday.I wish him!

First notebook entry: Introducing myself I think we everyone should be friends.I like to make friends.

First notebook entry: Introducing myself I am a simple girl.I work in Beijing now after my graduation.

First notebook entry: Introducing myself Hi ,I am from Beijing,but my hometown is Hubei Province.I am a simple girl,and want to make friend with others,I want to learn more about the English and French.