wake up, my zeal! It's waiting long time, I almost lost the heart to think my plan. As my first plan, I am at Canada n well, I don't know what can I say or thinking for. At last I booked my plane ticket in September. It's good thing, I just wait 3 month and then go to Canada to do anythings. But long time to wait for.... should I feel happy, nervous, exciting....etc.... No. just only one feeling, It's tired. I need to find the zeal.

This year ~I poor my pocket. Hey, I will go to Macao soon. same as do it ourselves to plan for. Hope we can find to belong our happiness. Now,I crazy for my brain that poor my pocket.

Disorderly hairstyle I'm long hair, since January started didn't cut it. Becuase I was short hair about 3 years. So I decided change some type for my hair. But my friends said " Hey, awesome. you always look as disorderly hair, this is your style." Ha, maybe. I often can't hold my hair keep to regular. However I don't care about it. as my friends said. " This is my style." When my hair follow wind to flying, my heart is flying too. I think I'm like free life person.

about the music Sometime I take bus, I like listen music and see the outside scenery. I'm to come at I can recall to something, but sometime maybe is good for me or not. This to be decides what kind the music was I listened. If the music is melancholy, my mood seem down for. If the music is happyness, my mood can be good for. So, I think I need to choice about happyness song for my last time that can be have good of mind end every day.

personal gift I'm learning english for my job. Sometime I can't sure how to speak and I didn't understand what are who talking about. I always felt nervous。 today, I called to my colleague for english. she was in Chicago for business trip. it's interesting, I felt free this time. I told to a telephone operator, I wanna speck to room no.XXXX. Although I can't understood what was her complete speaking for. But was no nervous let me feel so happy. as like I'm progress. Ha...Actually I just wanna tell my colleague what is my order of personal gift.

feel good now. I'm catch cold yesterday. feel not good. but still went to drink with my friend. my drinker seem not good than before. just 2 cup vodka let me dizzy. Ha....so I slept whole day. lazy but feel good now.

"Initially old syndrome"=初老症 "Initially old syndrome" this sentences is recently most popular in taiwan. This sentences means who was young age but actually the mind was old. Well, I thinks I was it. I often forget something. I can remember the long time ago memory, nevertheless, can't remember the near future memory. as now, I forgot my iphone recharger in my father's home after my father remind me don't forget your things. Yes. I need have more can let me up brain 's anything. don't be a "initially old syndrome" woman. I hope so.

I'm so stupid.... I put in my scooter key in my bag, and my bag in my scooter box, then the box was lock need the key can be open. it's funny but I can't laugh. when feel so bad that stand near my scooter. a girl help me open the scooter box. i must said. she is awesome!! she take out my bag for me, I just to look for my key that I couldn't find it. I so surprised! why! why! where are you...(my key) while I touch my jean pocket...Oh my God........ key is in my jean pocket.....i want to die.... I am so shamed that the girl can't stop to laughs...

First notebook entry: Introducing myself I want to learn english for my job and can go to trip. sometime I so doubt at grammar and I care about how to talk. In taiwan, the learning conditions is difficult. I plan go to canada next year. maybe some guys can help me. then I so glad to becoming friends in here. have a nice day for me...of course...for everybody too.