Live by yourself when he came back to you 6months ago, i could see the brightness and the light from your eyes. you said that he told you that he have changed. he not the same as before. he taught you how to get closer with God. for the first time, i thought he is a very kind and amazing man that i ever heard. but when every single day, both of you called and text each other. i felt uneasy. i always taught of it. before class, during lunch, after class, during dinner, and the whole night until both of you feel sleepy, phone always in your hand. does it means he really changed??? he always told you every single day, every single message, that both of you just friend...friend not more than that...because he said that both of you can't be a couple because our religion forbid it. but with all what you done, doesn't it shows that you are couple??? your topic became weird day by day. from study, interest, wedding until finally first night...even sex!!!! what all of this about??!!!! i really upset with you. that's why i make our distance larger and broader. i'm so sorry but i couldn't accept all of this anymore... don't ever talk about him anymore...because i'm SICK of it

BAD DAY... Today is a bad day for me. My uncle just passed away. And I'm stuck in here, doesn't have any opportunity to see him for a last time. eventhough he just my uncle, and not so close to me, but he still my family. I don't know why I can't control my tears. It just can't stop. Like a rain without stop. I want to see him for a last time. but it impossible. For any Muslim that read my entry, please read Surah Al-Fatihah for my uncle. And for non-muslim, can you please stay just for a minute feel the same sorrow that I feel... hope he will be in paradise...

Froggy What will you do when your friend telling you that her schoolmate have a first sight with you??? How you react with this kind of situation??? To be honest, I don't really believe with 'love in first sight'. It is ridiculous. Because we must have observed that person or saw that person many times before we know that we in love, right??? It just my opinion and what I keep in mind until now. One more thing, I just broke up with my ex-boyfriend less than one year. Even we have broke up, I still remember the promise that we makes together. I try to keep it in my life. I don't want to break it. Because a promise still a promise even we doesn't have any relationship with that person. We must be honest with ourself. But this situation very hard for me because my friend is very kind with me and her bestfriend disturb her life everyday just to ask about me. I feel very guilty to her. Any suggestion???

First entry in Korean 정말 말레이어입니다 내 모국어를 제외하고 언어로 유창하게 말하는 방법을 모르겠어요. 그래서, 내가 특히, 영어, 한국어, 중국어 italki.com에 여행을 많이하지 않아도 내가 정확히 발음이 세상에서 다른 언어에 대한 자세한 내용과 방법을 배울 수 있기를 바랍니다. 나는 어떤 특별하지 않고 단지 평균 여자. 날 도와도 언어 교사의 언어 파트너를 찾고 있습니다. 내가 특별히 Malaysia Batu Pahat, Johor에서입니다. 지금 Tangkak, 과학 과정에 Johor에있는 Johor Matriculation College에서 공부를하는 중이 죠.

Independent Day Celebration!!!! Today is 30th August. When the clock striking at 12.00 pm, all Malaysians whenever they been, will celebrate our Independent Day. This is so exciting!!!! My college also will have an occasion tonight. Special for this celebration.. We will gather together about 3000 people just to feel the same feeling.. Happy and grateful to be in this peaceful country. There is no other places better than our homeland....

First notebook entry: Introducing myself I am learning Korean and English, because I want to make friends from around the world. My native language is Malay, and I grew up in Malaysia. I enjoy reading investigation books, romance novel and listening music.