I haven’t been practicing my English writing for about two months… I feel guilty from the bottom of my heart. I decided to pick up my practice again during the summer vacation, but I kept procrastinating and one month has passed unconsciously. As long as I allow myself to take a break from my regular practice, it’s possible that I will yield to my laziness and it will become hard to restart the practice. Despite my guilt, I have fully used my summer vacation traveling with my friends. I planned to look for a new job during the summer vacation, but I found it quite difficult to get a new job right now. So I took other’s advice and tried to relax and enjoy my vacation instead of torturing myself with anxiety and stress.