Weather forecast for today

It is a sad day today full of rain from my family's eyes.  I really dont like this feeling.  It is sad to have lost someone you care about so much about to something you have no idea about, if you are living and that thing is death.  Even though It is such a sad day I cannot release my sorrow.  WHY IS THAT?  So today's weather forecast is stormy dark skies with scattered rain.