I Want To Be Proficient in English( Even though it`s so hard)

People who know me know ,I`ll have a headache when I see English words. I studied English for many years, but I just  only understand a little  few easy words and grammar now. Even I don`t know how to remember a lot of words. I try my best to do it, but I don`t know how to adhere to the road of learn English learning. Sometimes I've thought of giving up, but is see  my parents' expressions face presented in my mind. I don`t want them to be they are disappointed for in  me, so I need to pass the the fourth level in text of English four lever.I will succeed!

I want to be proficient in English speaking,( Even though it`s so hard.)

    People who know me know, I`ll have a headache when I see English words. I have studied English for many years, but I just only understand a few little easy words and grammar now. Even though I do not know how to recallmember a lot of words, I try my best to do it. But However, I do not know how to adhere to the road process of learning English. Sometimes I have thoughts of giving up, but with my parents' face(s) presented in my mind. I don`t want themy are to be disappointed for me. So I need to pass the text test of English at level four lever. I will succeed !