Missing my vacation even during the vacation

The Carnival is coming and the most important thing I can think is: study. People could think I am crazy, but after the good part of the carnival comes all the responsibility again and it makes me feel down. I do like my obligations, but I love having time to do whatever I want to and I know I won't have <em>obligations? </em>when the vacation finishes. So, I'm half excited for Carnival and half worried about the end of the vacation. But life is like some people say "no pain, no gain".

<em>Enjoy your vacation!</em>