Random words from a random moment.

Tomorrow I'm having a Math test, so I should be studying for it.
But learning English is way more interesting. Sorry, mathematicians, it's not you/don't take it personally.
It's been a while since I wrote something here. And I really missed it. I've been so buried in Chemistry, Biology, History and all school subjects that I forgot how I love to take some time off* and study something in which I don't need to be tested by an exam, but by my own comprehension of the language.
Maybe this text will be a little random, but I'm happy just to be here writing, so who cares?!

This year has been a huge exception if compared with the others I've lived, which I admit is not that much, but it's what I have. "Fickle" may be the best way to describe it. My school has been fickle, mainly because it's my last year, thus this is my teachers' last chance to try to make us learn something. My family has been fickle, because they know next year I may or may not be living with them. My relationships with people have been fickle, and even though it's been always a mess, I know the chief reason is because I've been fickle.

Having to choose a college to get into and which course I'll do. Needing to deal with school and "SATs", and with all the pressure coming from my family and myself. I also found out that I want to know about the world. Probably this is sounding too superficial, but that's the point. I want to know more about it in order not to have a superficial idea about the place where we all live. But now I won't go into details, for your own sake.

Well, I still care about my grades, thefore yes, I will study Math now. But it was a relief just to be here, with words and not numbers.

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* I'm not sure I understood what you meant on this phrase. I hope I got it right.