I really lost a great dream , I was draw all my life with that Goal /Dream , and then I Lost it , I was in bad Conditions at this moment , I said Thanks God for Everthing happens to me , and Try to Love my new way and convinced my self with it , and resystem , Rebuilt my Life with that new way , and Get that it will better to me , Thanks God ^_^

than , You have to search for new goal