long for tonight approaching haha.... tonight my father Frank invites me to dinner even though this is very common , but not like the before , tonight he will introduce many his friends to me . and eating dinner togehter . it sounds tantalizing........isnot it . meanwhile they will all give me some tips how to let me study english very fast . oops .... i should say how to accelerate my english studying . for my next year target is to get " VANTAGE BEC " and "TOEIC " and my accounting certificate . hahaha.... next year it will be a hard year and also productive year for me.hehe....... i love my father and my brother . here hoping everyday they are happy and all the best things happen to them. from today i will come to this website to write something or share something in english so thanks for all the people using their priceless time to see my composition and help me modify it and give me essential advise . hehe.... anyway . have a wonderful day and have a productive day here.....

learn how to return other compliments in my whole life haha...... i have already not written something here for several days on end. i like this website , for whenever i write something then there will be bound to response to my questions and give me some tips if necessary . when i am dispirited , there are many people in this website who donot even know me then encourage me , really thanks several days while i was working , my manager talked with me for a while and she told me now the company is in a slash season so the boss ask her to lay off the employer so that he reduces some cost. unfortunately meanwhile i am the only one newcomer in that company. at that day i cried alone and donot know what i should do next step .i am not afraid to find another job , it is just that i have already been there for three month and hired a house only belonging to me here before i was naive , i thought i can speak english and all the other employees cannot , so may be that is my advantage to stay here , but i was totally wrong . it is funny right ? may be at the same time there give me another chance to find a job i like , which i never dare to do that. to find a office job is not a difficult thing for me , but to find a job i like and i can enjoy is not a easy feat. sometimes to give up what you have need many courage ,isnot it? from the childhood i have no father and my mother doesnot show her love to me which i need more than others, but i canot get it not like my friends can get it without any effort ,sometimes i cry alone , all the thing i need are really very simple not money not high social ranks , i just need their attention and love . i want to the college but i canot . on the contrary i need to make all my efforts to get all the things i want in my life . sometimes i think god is really unfair . all this years i tried very hard and struggled to get what i need . really exhuasted sometimes i lay in bed and think all i struggle for what and live for what , sometimes really get confused ........ now haha.....i have a american brother and canadan father , they treats me very well . which i never get it before , they use their life knowledge to teach in my life . when i am in tight corner , they tell me you just need to take time no hurry and be more confident in yourself then you will live through.all i can do is to thank for them is to study and work very hard , for i want to hear more of that i am so proud of you..... now try to live a bird . working and studying without worries........

to live , to struggle for what ?? today i donot know i should smile or cry ??//?????????????//

a kind of and a sort of this two phrases is the same ? we sometimes imagine a desert island to be a sort of paradise where the sun always shines. in this sentence can i use the a kind of to substitute the a sort of ? can you give me several example about this two phrases? thanks

what is the meaning of " element"？ perhaps ther is an element of truth in both these pictures, but few us have had the opportunity to find out. in this sentence i donot know how to use the element? can you give me example?

enjoying learning and appreciate others people Now it is my lunch time , so i would like to write something here while eating lunch having broccoli ,grate carrot with pepper and fried - egg which i cooked yesterday night after had finished my accounting class, and unexpectedly my manager brought many beefs and we all are very lucky for she shared the beefs with all our office colleagues.beef is my favorite meat , but it is very expensive in shanghai , sometimes i will buy some as a special treat to compensate myslef for a hard working day. hehe... today it is a shining day without wind outside in shanghai ,but unfortuately i have to sit in the office .

i want to take the BEC examination . who can give me some tips ? i have already bought the book , but i found there are many term words which i donot know which one is important which one arenot . i need some ugent suggestions and need the this sort of partner badly.

First notebook entry: Introducing myself now i am teaching myself english as my second language for almost two years . the secret that i donot give up is that i am interested in learning new language which can broaden my horizon and what is more can bring many unexpected chance to my work in the future .now i am working in shanghai as a assistant .at leisure while working , then i will read some original english novels or artcles to enhance my english step by step . i would like to make friends all over the word , which we can learn each other cultures or discuss some special subjects .