one of my diary i wrote in 28.07.2013 My dear diary,today is Sunday and i stay in home as same as usual. Actually, i have been keeping myself busy with my study almost each week which almost weared me out every time.Even though i also look forward to the weekend. I have no idea why i keep pushing myself to study something,perhaps it makes me feeling that i can be a useful person for the society and the world. I studied from 7:00am to 6:00pm(taking about 1 hour having meal during this period),after i had supper i went to take a bath which made me feel energetic suddenly.Then i made a mask to care my skin while i was listening to some light music.Tell you the truth it was more tired than usual days, i have no choice but keep moving. All my friends tried to talk me around that it is no necessity to take everything seriously, yuo do really need some fun. I always know that but i also know it is not the right time to enjoy and i must make every second counts. When i become strong enough and be able to help and protect my family, all of my friends, and the people around me who care for me,i think that is the time i enjoy my life. Of course i complained some times,but complaining is always a luxury for me, i can profit nothing good from it, Fortunately, i got over from it quickly always, so it impacted nothing on me. Well, it's almost up today,see you tomorrow my dear diary.