I am aging ... Time is passing by , it has always been. I remember few years back i , the idea of aging and being an old woman used to scare me , just thinking of my skin becoming wrinkled was enough to put me on lots of stress, and thinking of my eyes loosing the spark is a real nightmare. and thinking of my body loosing the flexibility and the ability to jump and move fast is very depressing. Without even noticing this , i found out that by such thoughts i was putting myself under great stress , which affects the youth of skin, hair and other organs in a negative way. Somehow i decided to accept the reality and i decided to live the moment and i told myself that for sure any age must have its own good aspect that we can enjoy and i lived in peace. But these day all those scary ideas are coming back to me but in other forms while am leaving my 25 and entering the 26 in very shaky steps , i feel that time is passing by so quickly and soon i will say goodbye to my 20s and enter my 40s without even stopping at my 30s. I feel that i havent achieved much in the past 25 years or at least not as much as i wanted and that scares the hell out of me. Am still not married yet or met my significant other ( which is very important in my culture and for me too), i still didnt make babies yet ( whom i love so much). I still havent finished my internship yet ( oh ya , i have just started a 24 months internship O.o I still havent travelled the places i wanted to go , or helped the people i wanted to help, i still havent taken care of my health yet, or my family yet, i still havent changed the world, i still havent changed myself yet Oh, Lord i pray to you to make me strong, and wise like an olive tree, and help me be a good friend to myself , be good to the earth, be good to people and please Lord , be my friend. feel free to share your ideas.