Miserable Life (1) I feel like I am prisoned to you. I think about you all day. Is he alive? Is he cold? Is he happy? Is he ill? Is he depressed? so on.. I know, you don't reply my messages, but I am sending.

Continuation: My life is fragile Then it was dark and I hoped some people would come after me to save. Nobody came but it wasn't surprising. Once again they stab me in the back but I forgive all. We arrived our destination. Here we go. Please have a deep breath. Its okay, its really okay, now you should sleep well my dear. We didn't lose anything because you can't lose something which you never had. But you can't lose your hope now. You should be stronger. Now I am singing a lullaby for you. For God's sake , sleep a while as if you sleep in my arms. When you wake up, there will be no me in your mind.

In your opinion, what kind of people can be called as hater?

Questions:

How do you define a hater?

What does a hater hate?

Why do you use this word in social base?

Is it an insult?

Is there someone who you hate in your lives?

 

Thank you in advance.

What is a loser?

What kind of people can be called loser? How do you define a loser literally?

 

Thanks in advance.

Can you please suggest about CELTA?

1.What do you know about it?

2. How can a person apply it?

3.Is it difficult to pass the evaluation to get the CELTA certificate?

4.What is the language level to apply CELTA?

5.Please advise about the courses in UK?

6. Are they so much expensive?

 

Please tell me whatever you think and about your self experiences if you already get a CELTA degree?

My life is fragile Nobody has ever behaved me gently and delicately since I was a little child. People in my family are always hurting me undelibrately. Why aren't they careful?Do I seem so strong?Do I seem like I can handle all these hardships and hard words?I don't know the truth but I'm a delicate person inside. Nobody has ever cared about my inner feelings. I always want to have people who can be considerate enough about me. My family has never managed to make me feel better when I am in trouble. They managed to make me feel worse. I've been alone. If you have strong people behind you and if they make you stronger with their comforting words, you are lucky. I am not lucky to have a good person in my life. I am very fragile. My heart can easily broken with your words. Please be careful when you speak with me.. Ignorant people around me, I am fed up with tolerating your ignorance. Listen, I don't want to hate you. I don't want to hurt you. Please be careful and delicate with me.

It is very cold outside. What do you have for heating your heart? Share with me please.

My life People are all happier than me. Wherever I look, I see people who are trying to make their life better. Then I look at the mirror and then I see my sadness. I am not happy with my present life but I don't have courage to change it. I haven't a little joy in my life. I had a though childhhod and adolescent. When I think about these days, I believe that my present life is the best and the most for me. It is called acceptance. I accept it.I almost cry eveyday. I am afraid my life will go on like this and I will die as the same sad person. Cute things doesn't attract me now. Now I just pray not to get a better life but not to have a worse life than this.

Do you love your wife/husband or your children more?