What is the problem with the use of "Ain't"?

I was listening to a music that contains that word and I read it was wrong. If not, when to use it?

Bad at kitchen My mom always says that I have to learn to cook, to do whatever I want to do in the kitchen, to get by my own. I lived alone for two years and I gave my way for food. Well, I can make eggs an instant noodles, haha, that's easy. When I try to do somenthing more complex I make mistakes and the food doesn't seems agradable, the taste either. Also I'm a bad eater, not that I want to be fussy but I can't eat anything, it just don't fix to me, what can I do? I don't eat variaty of foods, like legumes, vegetables, soups, seafood, spicy food and foreign food I never tried like sushi (maybe one day I could try it, but certainly I will not like). I just love the unhealthy food, and if I be in that way for too much longer I could say goodbye to my health. In my uncle's house they always do something that I don't eat, but I think if I not accept or just run away in the lunch time it will be unpleasant and uneducated, so I force myself to eat whatever it is. One day I just met in plate beef liver, that is my worst nightmare, only the smell makes me sick, and I could'nt eat that type of food, haha, so I ate everything but the liver.

Music in my life I really love music. Music is present in every moment of my life, I'm always listening to it, when I walk on the streets, when I'm studying, when I'm reading, even when I'm sleeping. I like classic music and calm music for variated artists and composers, instrumental or not, symphonic metal, pop barroque, but usually musics with symphonic elements. I like to listen music in every language, but in majority they're in english. A problem with the musics in english is that only can understant phrases of the song and not the whole lyrics, for me music is too much more difficult than a normal speech. The good point about to listen music every time, is that it become a crucial part of your life, when you listen to determinate music again you remember what you were doing when you were listening to it for the first time or even when it was on repeat cause you were so in love with that music in a particular time that you couldn`t listen to it just one time. I feel maudlin and nostalgic, even if what you remember was just for two years ago or one year. For example, when I listen to Lana del Rey (what I'm doing in this exactly moment) I only remember about 2012 when I moved to Vitoria to study and I fell in love with that singer. So, I ask you, is music present in your life?

Do you believe in life after death? Today I was thinking about life and death after seeing a movie called Yesterday's Children here in my uncle's house, its talks about reincarnation, it's an interesting movie, but I don't know if I believe in its story. I'm not a religious person, but I respect people and their beliefs. Here in Brazil spiritism is quite broadcast and that's the religion of my uncles, my family in majority is catholic. When I caught myself thinking about life and death I permit my imagination flows even if what I think don't make any sense. There is a theory, or just a story, that tells about us after death. In that story we have lived all the lifes of the world, in present, past and future to become a god. It's like a evolution, to become a god you have to life all the life that existed and will exist. That's interesting.

Distopic dream Today I had a curious dream, and I remember it, usually I always forgot when I awake, so I think I could tell you what I dreamt. In this dream I was in the future, a not so long future, maybe one decade or so. The world was changed, The tecnology, energy, no longer existed, cause the population of the world had severely died by diseases, and only a few population remained living in distant villages, cause the big cities were where the diseases were. Strangely I was in the skin of Sharon den Adel, my favorite singer, and she with her children was moving to another distant village. The children not knowed the world like it was before the "cataclysm" and even knowed that her mother was a famous singer. Arriving on the village, crossing through millions of cars in the road she discover that the village was too weird. Womans are obliged to be pregnant to increase the population, even if she already had kids. I think that's all remember, the other part of this dream has nothing to with, cause she was singing in a concert, haha.

Eyes of Dante Dantesque My eyes can't see anymore [...] What I presenced still remains in my memory. Intact [...] I feel that the time comes closer [...] One soul, over millions, will see what I saw [...] A few time ago, I decided that I needed someone trusty to stay in my place. Was with fear that I intended to rest my soul, abandon my craft. Seeing him now, perched in a skyscraper in the center of this so important city, I see that we have a lot in common, besides we were born in ages so distinct. Your divided character, made him a human being, like I was oneday. Vulnerable, a wandering. In his heart, half pulses hard, half stay frozen. The same man that saved one life destroyed another then. And in this search, so to say, I never had found someone so... Perfect. To get where he had come, wasn't by sweat, but for craftness. Who would imagines that inside a expensive suit, and polished shoes, would hide the worst kind of person? As cruel as a real devil. Each act commited for him was weighed in the balance of life, and, if it had comes to the limit, a irrefutable fate would be traced. Was undeniable, I had found who I had searched for all this years.

I'm reading a book in english for the first time As I'm learning english to be fluent, I suppose that I have to practice my reading, and I only read articles, or other things that appears in my facebook page in english. Yesterday I knew a site where you can read books online, books that are free of course, and not only this, you can listen to them. Many books of the site have audio, so you not only practice reading but also listening. The book that I chose to read was Wuthering Heights, and I only knew a song by this name, sang by Kate Bush, but alway had the curiosity to see the movies or read the book. I'm in chapter five and I'm loving it, it's really interesting, but a kind of confusing, there are too many characters and names that I don't know. But recently I discovered an app for google chrome named lingua.ly, that app helps me to decorate the words and never forget. You highlight a word on your navigator and that word stays saved on the app with the translation, so if you have to praticce the words you have recently discovered, that app is helpful. Thanks fo reading this. Link for the book: http://english-e-books.net/wuthering-heights-emily-bronte/ Link for the chrome app: http://lingua.ly/

Why I want to learn design in a college In maybe one year and a half, I intend to be able to study in a college in Canada. I've been searching for the right course to do (I passed all my life in this decision, and I never had certain to what to do). I think the best for me is design, well, that's what I think now, I'm always changing my mind, but I hope this choose stay hard. Two years ago, I was trying to enter in a university here in Brazil to do medicine, it's a hard task to be accepted in this universities, you have to do an test called "vestibular", it's not easy, and i failed many times. So, feeling depressed I passed one year of my life doing nothing, not studying, not working, just staying at home. And by this time I realized that I never wanted medicine for my life, I just wanted the money that profission makes, so, I would not be happy, maybe rich,but definitely not happy. In this time, I tried journalism, cause for those who don't know, I'm a writer for hobby, I write novels, in portuguese of course, I'm not expert in english, but one day, who knows, I could write a book in english, maybe be famous internationally, haha. Just joking. So, why I want to do design? Well, as a writer, I always love to imagine my stories coming to life, and I drawed some illustrations, not so good, but I tried hard to do a cover of my book in photoshop. I learned the basic of photoshop and I started to make covers of books to my friends that are writers either (friends that I knowed in a group of writers in facebook). Making this covers, maybe in a amateur mode, I started to like this kinda of "job", I was making for fun, of course. Here are the cover of my book, named ""Dantesco". It's not finished, but one day I hope, I will publish it. Thanks for reading it.