13,05,14 Today I had to go to hospital because of my first madication. I didn't understand well what I had to do there(It was my first experience about hospital in Italy). I arrived in hospital with huge gauze on my butt and I so many people that are in line for doctor's appointment. I was so depressed to see this people in front of me thinking about the time that I'll being kept waiting. Lukily for today after 20 minutes of delay from my appointment(because in Italy it's normal waiting one hour in hospital.) they called me to enter in. Doctor: ''How are you?Don't you have any problems?'' Me:'' No I don't,except going to toilet. I didn't have bravery to shit (Because my injury is too close to my anus)'' Doctor: ''You should!! If you don't do it, you'll feel worse!'' Me:''OK...'' they laied me down on the bed and started to draw away the gauze. But this operation hurt me badly(After removing the cyst they didn't stitch the injury and filled up the gauze). Me:''Argh!! Shit,It's so painfull!!'' Doctor:''Sei bravo, Sei bravo eh?(I don't know how do I say in english.It is a kind of complient. But his way of saying was like to say to his dog or child)'' After all this tragedy, I went to the counter to pay. But wating my order. I felt disgust and I was losing my view. Then, I coudn't stand on and I dropped down on all fours. (I dimly remember the help of many people at moment. Thank you for all!!) After few minut I found myself in a room with nurses.I was ashamed of fact (I've never faint in my life) But all stuff of hospital were so kind and willing. I changed just little my immage about italian hospital(Because I heard　ugly rumor about it) Finaly, I arrived on the counter to pay for my medication. Saleswoman:''56 euros for all'' Me:''Oh, Shit!!'' It was a one of my worst days of my life...