2021/6/13 Sometimes I always think my English ability. Though I have learned English since I was young, I still cannot understand conversation easily. I watched many YouTube channel about learning English and I could understand what they said. But when I have a classes with people, I cannot easily speak with them. It's very tedious that I practice every day. No visible progress make me lose hope. I worked hard but not useful. Others said my English not bad. "Not bad" for me is like "terrible but can hear". Hope one day, I will find the way suits me.

Diary - 20200614 Today sentence: "Every attempt is being made to ensure that these works of art are preserved for posterity." Which art should we preserve? I don't know. I always think I have not a good feeling for arts. I don't understand why most people can talk many things about art in art gallery. When I visit one gallery, I always observe people behavior. Some people will say he/she can feel emotion from the pictures. Is really, or just self-righteous vanity?

Tagebuch - 10.06.2020 Ich habe in Berlin seit vier Monate gewohnt. Aber mein Deutsch ist noch schlecht. Ich beginne das Tagebuch zu schreiben. Ich übe ein Schreiben, das ich heute lerne. Ich denke, eines Tages werde ich mit Deutsch vertraut sein.

Blood donation Today I got a report about blood. It said my living function index is over the average. When I read that, I think about what my body happened. I have donated blood since I was 18 years old. My blood donation times is over 50 times. But this is my first time to receive the fail report because of my living function index. I should I give myself more stress. Should I take a trip to rest.

Finding language partners Finding language partners is a good way learning language. Before I tried to use this website, I didn't believe this method. I find some language teachers or partners in italki some months. I try three times per week. I find my language is improving a lot. I can hear others language easier than before. Though it has not achieve my goal, but I really feel my improving. Now I continue finding language partners to make my conversation better. I am also reading book to improve my reading ability.

[003]Mother's Day Today is Mother's Day. I went home and celebrate with my family. I work in other city so I have to drive the car back to my hometown for four hours. I prefer to drive at the midnight because there are less cars in the highway. We ate dinner outside to celebrate Mother's Day. We went to the Chinese restaurant nearby my home. We ordered some special meals and drank some beers. Everyone was happy. I felt if the time frozen at this moment, the happy time will keep forever. But the time clock is still wheeling and the sun still rises in the morning. I am a human and I still pursue this moment.

[002]Introduce myself Hello everyone! I'm Wens and I come from Taiwan. I have learned English for a long years but I always stay in the intermediate stage. I have a plan. I want to go to Germany to study in October of next year. So I have to prepare my language ability. I am learning German and English. The goal of learning German is for passing the language testing. The goal of learning English is for good conversation with people. I am 28 years old. Most friends and family don't support my goal because I am too old to do that. They think I should find a good girl to marry and do better in my job. Everyone thinks I am an adult so that I am responsible for myself and family. Performing myself dream is selfish. This is the sense of social of my country. Above of all I have to do that by myself. I wish one day they know my idea and support me.

[001]My first notebook This is my first time writing notebook. I have no confidence to talk with another. When I talked with others, I always can't understand their saying. Do they speak too fast to understand? I am not sure. I think that I cannot use the vocabulary effective. How can I do? Now I just listen more audio book, watch more video, and try "italki" to practice communicating. Am I success? I wish.