in my 20 years birthday party i was soo happy as a child because, at that time i remembered my childhood &  noticed that feeling was frequent common & normal, so great, & now am happy too because am greatful, its kind of Adult happiness hh, i am wondering when am going to feel that feeling again?( happy as a child). 

another question, what do u do when u are happy?, for me i crack up & say YEP AM HAPPY i feel like i want to jump.

The biggest pain, am curious, is it lonelyness, sickness, depression, loosing hope, feeling lost, loosing trust in people... or it's more subjectif & nothing in particular, or maybe it depends on the strength of people.

They say that, if the girl loose her trust in her father, she won't trust anyone else. 

have u ever wished to be a boy instead of being a girl?

when i was like 15 16 years old i remember that i used to do that but now i really enjoy being a girl & am not wishing that anymore.

i like to live in the town where i have grown up,

imagine that there is no English, if there is no english i can never communicate with my foreign friends, because of it u will never get lost because in the whole earth u'll surely find an english speaker, this language has gave me a lot of happiness especially in High school, in other hand i think that it is very suitable to be an internationnal language because it is easy learning & u can learn it very fast, so in that moment am shily thankful to it.