everyday when i wake up , i'm trying to tell myself today will be better inshaa allah,today i woke up and i found myself sad,i don't know why , i went to mirror and looked to my eyes and told myself amira you 're strong,smile, when i was trying to smile,i found myself cry,then i went to my work and after i arrived and started my work , someone come to ask me amira 're you okay , i said yeah i'm okay,and i don't know how we started our talking about his life, and how much he suffer in his life until now, his life very difficult , however he all the time joking and smile, i couldn't tell him anything solve his problems, all i said you 're strong and don't give up you can solve this,and i know that these words won't help him!!,i felt that i wanna cry

everyone of us has his problem and it's different from person to another , but you know , i think that most our problems 're because of we feel that we 're alone, maybe you have a lot of friends around you and you have your family and you 're social but you still feel that you 're alone , there 're empty place in your heart , you feel that you missing something and after you talk with yourself, you will discover that you missing the happiness , you missing the things which make you still want to live, my advice to everyone, search about your happiness, and don't waste your life a lone and sad

maybe some people will tell me they 're find their happiness when they 're a lone ,maybe now you feel that you 're happy, because you have your health and when you wanna stay with people ,you stay, and if you wanna be alone, you can,but believe me later you can't and you must know important thing " Loneliness is forced and not a choice" you will be very sorry about yourself when you wanna stay with your friends but everyone busy,and when you become old but there's no one beside you, you will be Very regrettable, because you didn't spend enough time with your family and the people you love,Most of the problems of depression, stress and even suicidal causes are feelings of loneliness,

my last words  to you, search about your happiness and  we will live a little days on the earth,so don't spend them alone, also  i'm trying to search about my happiness.