I just got lost! Who am I going to be? What am I going to do? Where am I going? How should I find the answers for myself? Listen to the voice of my heart? I can't make it. Life is making too much chaos and the noise has spread all over my heart. I don't know what to do. I don't think I need help from others. No, maybe they can give me some comforts, but I need to walk my way out, from this damn dark forest where I lost my direction and myself. Life is not easy, I can't break away, don't give up, try everything that might be helpful, time will help.

What an awful day! It was my first day to work, and I screwed everything up! My friend laughed at me: "you are not lazy, only too stupid". You want to know why? Ok, fine, I went to the wrong address and unfortunately, there was a new guy onboarding in that company too. And, we have the same name! So I was regarded as him, trained as him and when he showed up, I found my mistake!