am I an alien Am I an Alien? Having saw that there is nobody corrects my compositions or makes some comments on that, he asked me a question that am I an alien? To tell the truth, I really felt amazed and surprised at that question! He thinks most of the compositions I wrote are very introspective works and it is a strange thing that few of the people had pay attention to it and make some comments on it. Frankly speaking, I have never thought bout this question. And I have never thought that I am an alien. But if they said I am alien, it is also ok for me! I just take writing as my interest. I write it just for I have a mount of sense of happiness from it. For me, to write is to grow. I really can benefit from that introspective writing. When I finish reading a book or get some inspiration from my life, I will like to write down something about my own feeling and idea about that I do want to share my affection and emotion with people who may have the same value and same idea with me. Of course, I also want to get some comments about my composition from others or have some readers to correct my composition, which will provoke and improve my writing skills and English proficiency. But I want to say that write or not is my own willing and correct or not is others willing. So there is no conflict for me to write some things and keep going. If I really care that so much, good gracious! I may be live in a dismal life. I used to think too much about others opinions and want to catch others’ attention, and for that I had suffered a lots for a long period. And with the time gone, I found that most of the problems came from my own self. When I focus on one thing too much, I may loss some more beautiful things around our life. If I always catch one point of a thing and think it is so bad, there will be a dark world in my eyes. But my heart in the depth tells me that it want to enjoy the world so I do follow it. My soul require me look up the high places of happiness and forget the terrible thing, it will be a new look in my life. If so, why not have a try? It is so easy to do it. Don’t just throw ourselves in the narrow alley with a dead wall at the end and we will find a broad plain. Stop to complain and have a deep breath, we may taste the sweet smell from the wind. I just think I find a secret garden in the progress and make my self tend to a more heath situation. If I can enjoy my life every day and keep the youth and warmth full of my heart, why not to be an alien.

why Brazilian will have fish and pork but not the chicken meat as their food in new year Today, I watched a TV program that describes the situation about the Chinatown in the spring festival in different places. In the beginning of the program, the emcee talks that thing in Brazil. The emcee tells us that if the Brazilians want to find a job, the football court will be taken into consideration. Without the football court near the company, there will be less interest in their life and works. When the Chinese people came into Brazil, it should be date back for 199 years ago. And now there are near 200 thousands Chinese people live in Brazil. Even thought there is no a formal Chinatown in Brazil St.Paul, there is a street in which most of Chinese people live or have business called 25 street. There are thousand of stores in that street and among which there are hundred of stores run by Chinese people. The 25 street is a grant collecting and distributing centre of Brazil. The Goods the Chinese people sell here mostly made in China. For most of the goods are cheap and fine, more and more Brazilians are willing to buy the goods. However, there is something different in the path to pay the goods according to the Brazil culture. The payment by instalments is reasonable and popular. So, sometime the Chinese people may upset for that way. But they also need to go into the Brazil people and be accustomed to the Brazil culture. Li shao yu has been introduced in this program. She is an oversea Chinese who have setting in Brazil for many years. She used to live very hard for the gap of communication in different language. But she had made a decision to learn the Portuguese. And one years late she got that goal. And then she pay more attention to helping other new oversea Chinese in Brazil. With more and more Chinese people coming to Brazil, she thought that it was impossible to help so many people just by herself so she begun to take part in the political activities. What she does has made a great effect on improving the communication between oversea Chinese and Brazilian. Ok, just go to the point. Why Brazilian refuse to eat chicken in the new year, I hope some one in italki.com can tell me. Hehe ! if no one can tell me, I think I need to find the answer by myself.

the green desert plant----cactus I bought a pot of cactus for hearing that its function of radiation protection. Having a computer, I spend most of my time sitting in front of it. It is impossible for us to touch the radiation, so I can feel little about the radiation. Only gazed at the computer screen for a long time can I have some uncomfortable feeling in my head and my eyes. At first, I bought a radiation protection glasses according to my friend’s recommend. However, I am not accustomed to wear the glasses and then I just left the glasses alone. When I went into my classmates’ dorm, I found that most of them have a pot of cactus on their desk. Some of the cactuses are very beautiful and attractive. It is wonderful to have a green plant close to the computer. So I do believe that it is necessary to buy some plant to absorb the radiation. There are so many green plants fit for protecting radiation, what had me made a decision to buy a cactus is that it is easy to keep. I don’t need to pay too much attention to take care of it. What’s more, it requires litter water and few skills to cultivate it so it is the most economy way to keep a plant. It is a real thing that I feel better after having a cactus beside the computer. When I feel tired after staring on the computer screen for a period, I will turn to the cactuses. At that time, I can feel a bright color in my eyes. It is so relax and comfortable to see the cactus. With the cactus, it is easy for me to have a good mood. I like its yellow flowers, just like a ball. There are some thorns. I have been pricked by its thorns. But I still love it so much. For I benefit more from it than harm. In my eyes, the cactus is a companion for me. It decorates my desk and my soul.

how much time you spend on staying with others I really want to know how much time you spend on getting together with others. For me, if not stay at home, I can stay in the dorm for several days without prattling and chatting with other. Mostly I stay alone. If you ask me whether I will feel lonely far away from the people, the answer is no. It is comfortable for me to leave far away from the hullabaloo. With some books and some soft music, I feel relax and happy sitting in the balcony. I enjoy myself by sinking into the stories. I come close to the authors and connect the ideas to my life. I will have a self-questioning while I reading the books. Having finished reading the books, I feel that I am not I was. That’s strange and amazed thing. It is also a great thing for me to sitting in the balcony and doing nothing just looking at the sky. In the day time, you can see some bright cloud and some birds flying across the sky. I just think I am staying in the heaven with the warm sunlight and soft wind. All the burden and pressures are out of my mind. It is the best time to have a nice sleep in that situation. Too quite, may be it is not a good characteristic for me. Without communication with other, may be I will be out of the world. All of parents, relative and friends ask me to go out of my own world, and communicate with other more. I have try, but just change a litter. May be it still require more time to change a feature and attitude about the world, the people and myself. Any way I think I will spend more time with the people who live around me. I would like to share my feeling with them and listen to what they are thinking and feeling.

the webiste I like to go Xinglang Microbloge, it is that place I go frequently recently. I like to write down my own feeling about the thing and the people in the world. I can share my opinion with other in that microblog with people even I don’t know who are they. We come together for my have the same interests, same value, the same idols. We fight again with each other too for the differences. I can get some new information or hot topics via microblog easily. Following microblog, you will never be out. That’s the feeling I get from the microblog. Once I open the computer, the first thing I do is to go to the microblog to see what kind of things happen at that time. One day I even quarreled with somebody in the microblog for she had a bad word of the people I admire. After that I think it is a little amazed for I few to angry with anyone no to mention the people I meet online. Any way, I still have great passion to be in the swim of microblog. It is a palace for me I think at that time. Another website I usually go as I am free is italki.com. It is a grant place for us to meet friends from different places. As long we can communicate with one of the language we already have or on the way to picking it up, it is no problem for us to be a friend and share something about the culture and idea. It is a good way to travel around the world from others by chatting. On the same time, I also can improve my English

true love waits The book SEX, LOVE and YOU, tries to tell us that true love waits and save your sex for marriage. In fact, no everybody have sex. People have sex may not just for love. Other reasons for that just like: sexual attraction, media pressure, mistaken belief, loneliness, and no good reason to say no. It is true that people have strong desire for intimacy. But the kind that produces real closeness is the intellectual, emotional and spiritual intimacy but not having sex. Sex outside of marriage is not the way to get intimacy. True love waits. For many unfortunately things may happen of having premarital sex. Pregnancy is one of the bad things to have sex intercourse out of marriage. Once you have pregnancy before getting married, you may have to make some choices: to get married, to give the baby up for adoption, to keep the baby and raise it as a single parent, or to have abortion. If you take abortion, you may need to take the follow risks: bleeding, infection, uterine perforation, cervical injury, or even death. Not matter what you choose, it is horrible for you life. Premarital sex is a danger to your physical health. The rate of having the sexual transmitted diseases may be higher than the people do it in their marriage. So the best way to avoid all risk of all the STDs is to abstain from all sex outside of marriage. You also may suffer from the emotional and spiritual dangers: worry about pregnancy and AID; feel disappointed, empty, regret, and guilt; loss self-respect and self-esteem; lack of trust and fear of commitment; betrayal turned to rage or suicide; ruin the relationship. According to the statistics, there is no “safe sex”. Condom can not really help you deal with the problem of pregnancy, STDs, and emotional suffering. So, never take the risk, save your sex to the marriage, and keep your chastity for the marriage. The author also talks about sex from the aspect of religious. And how can you be chaste? The answers are mention as follow: improve the sex education, learns the way to say no and some strategies of dating, and choose friends those who share your value, having and keeping your high standard, waiting for the right person, think with God’s help. If you find out what is the secret of a happy marriage, you will know why it is right to save sex for marriage. For sex is not the only thing in the love, but also equal power, commitment, sharing, trust, forgiveness and reconciliation, and belief.

emotion and landscape It was a sad time, In the film, There should be raining. In real, There was the moon, in the sky So clear and bright. It was a hard time, In the impression, There should be a dark world, In real, There were so a series of light, in both sides of the road, So soft and warm. It was a confused time, In the mind, There should be empty around that place, In real, There were so many people, So delighted and sprightly.

growth　education　 Jenny has a big dream, go into Oxford to read what she wants, to listen to what she wants, to looking at painting and watch French film, to talk with the people who know lots about lots. While she met an experienced people who offer her the things in her big dream without going into Oxford, she lost herself. She recognized her mistake only after she experienced it. From Jenny, we can find a lot of common characters of teenage. They are curious about the things in the world especially the things they never experience. They take studying as a hard and boring thing. They are rebel and try to evident they are right. They believe their own feeling but not their teacher’s warns. After experience it, and find that what they did is a mistake they may know where they should go. And they are a white paper in love so they may ruin themselves in the so called love. May be most of them have the fancy of love so they are eager to taste it. We always hear that how many roads must a man walks down, before they call him a man. I think it is the same thing to a woman may be it is same to all the teenage. Before the teenage become an adult, they also need to walk down many roads in their life. They have big dream but may easy to lose it for the attraction and entices. From that movies, we also can find that what the parents think and action have great influence on the teenage. When the teenage go to make a decision in their choice, parents play a great role in that. They have high expectation for their children. Sometime that kind of expectation may has them lost the mind on guard. As parents who have the experience of growth, they may know there are will be many changes not only in their physical but also their metal. And the environment for the teenage is another element in the growth. Their partners who are at the same ages, may be the accelerators for a mistake for they have the same thinking. The temptation of the society, the handsome man or the beautiful woman may be the great lure for them. It is easy to be took advantage by the experience people who have evil idea for them. Growth, is a complex thing. Education of growth, is a big job. It is no use to tell the grow-up children not to make mistake for they will not believe other’s experience but themselves. What’s more mistakes are an essential part of education. We always brave to experience that things the adult warn us not to do, ever we may get hurt in the process. We experience, we grow up.