We did have fun Yesterday, we went to the University of Nottingham as we had a netball match there. That morning I felt so lazy to get up from the bed event though I knew we had to converge at 8.00 a.m Sometimes, we had to push ourselves to do something if we want to reach the goals. So, we left the KKTM at 8.30 a.m by their bus. Should I say our bus? No. It sounds nicer when I said their bus. We arrived too early as the distance between KKTM and University of Nottingham only took 10-15 minutes. The match started at 10.30 a.m. I didn't want to just sit and pensive.So, Shazleena and I walked around the buildings and we stopped at the swimming pool. We talked and played with the water. I wished KKTM will have a swimming pool someday. Maybe it's impossible. I guessed it will never happen. The games started and we met I-forgot-the-name-of-the-university. They were really tall and superb. Off course we lost. We did not have enough practise. We just played for fun and gained new experiences. After all the games, we went back to KKTM. It was already 1.30 p.m. I felt really tired but I couldn't sleep. Everyone was sleeping soundly that evening except me. I wasted my time watching Japanese's movie. I did not even care either we won or we lost. The most important thing was we had a lot of fun and the bond between us became stronger. I wish we, 56 students of JAD will have a very strong bond between us so that no matter what's coming, we will stay as a family.

Break up Lately, lots of my friends broke up with their boyfriends or girlfriends. I don't even know why. But I guess it is a better start to be a good muslimah :) Last night, Abiin told me that Siti (not the real name) had broke up with his boyfriend. I was really surprised as both of them had been together for almost 5 years. Maybe a long distance relationship did not suit them well. I do agree a long distance relationship is very tough. The most important thing is you need to put trust in each other. Dude, it is not that easy. Trust me. When you miss someone, you feel like meeting them. But if your distances are more than 2000 km, what will you do? Pathetic huh? What will you do, if one day you get a message like this ; "Hey, ILY" "Awwww, I love you too" "I'm saying I'm leaving you" ************* That's really hurt ;(

Congratulation ! The SPM 2011 results had been announced. "Angah, if you know the result, make sure I'm the first person to know." " Yeah I know." After a few hours later, I checked my phone, Angah was calling but I did not answer him. I gave him text saying that I was in the class and asking him the result. " I got only 2 A's" When I read the text, I laughed. What's on earth he was thinking. Hey, I'm your sister and I knew you're lying. So I text him back, " I'm not that stupid to believe that, now tell me how many A+, A and A- " The rest was history. I am not that close with my brother before. Maybe we were both studying in SBP ; he was in all boys school and I was in all girls school. I did not manage to get all A's in SPM. It was really sad back then. Never mind. The main point here is I am really proud of him. Congrates Muhammad Khairul Syafiq bin Muhammad Zakaria ;D Thanks for fulfilling my wish. You know I love you ;)

Holiday ends already? Oh man, it's already Saturday. I want a longer holiday please? A week is obviously does not enough (-_-") I do not even finish my homework yet. Hey, I am on holiday, why do I have to do all the assignments? What a great day today? I wake up so early in the morning, finished all the housework, opened the laptop and guess what? I asked you to guess not asking me "What?" Okay never mind. I opened my twitter account and someone mentioned me saying "Good morning @ndianatasya". It's from someone that I hate before. No need to mention his name here. I was so surprised. Hey, I do hate him before but we're still friends :D Okay, I am easily putting trust on people and forgiving them. If he's still back stabbing me, I don't even care anymore :) *hopefully he will not. Done with the writing, I want to cook fried rice for breakfast today ;) Pray for me people. Till then.

I miss my school's life Seriously, I felt like dying. Am I the only one who want to jump out off the window? Anyone outside there wants to join me screaming and yelling like we're going nut? JAD was so busy and hectic. No doubt. My life becomes more busier. Maybe I am the one who still do not know how to manage my time wisely. I am trying my best to relax my mind even though I knew my brain is not functioning well. Pathetic me ;( Sometimes somehow I miss my school's life. I guess that the schedule are just the same but what the different? I still have a tan of homework to be submitted on the next day. Test? Quizzes? I bet they are all just the same. Maybe I just need some spaces and a little bit more time ? Maybe... During my high school, I was one of the school's band. Our practice's hours was after the prep. 5 pm until 6.30 pm. I enjoyed myself playing the instrument and I felt free and relax. After the whole day counting the numbers, undetected equation, reading the history, sleeping during additional mathematic's subject, somehow I felt like I had done nothing during the day when I blew the instrument and listened to the music. Seriously, having fun with all the girls really made my day. Now I realise that I have to control my stress and try to adapt with the situation. Busy is normal to a student. Just do not give up :) "Wherever you go, no matter what the weather, always bring your own sunshine." Anthony J. D'Angelo

A Misapprehended Message (part 2) The first though that went to Abu's mind was his wife must have been taken seriously ill, so ill that she could not even wait for him to send her to the hospital. He blamed himself for not taking his wife to go for the medical check-up earlier. He kept on telling himself that he would never forgive himself if anything happened to her. He had never known the real meaning of the word 'agony' until the moment. To make all the matters worse, he could not make it to the hospital that night as the service would only be resumed in the morning. Poor Abu as he never felt so worried before in his entire life. He could not do anything at all - he could neither eat nor sleep. He spent a very restless night, tossing and turning on his bed, imagining his wife was suffering at the hospital. Early in the next morning, after gulping down a cup of coffee, he began his journey to the hospital. To him, the minutes seemed like hours but at long last, he finally arrived at his destination. You can well imagine the relief of Abu's face when he saw his wife was sitting in the waiting room, looking healthy and fine. He hugged his surprised wife, demanding an explanation for the message that his wife had left him. His wife, puzzled by his reaction on seeing her, told Abu how she had accompanied their neighbour to the hospital as her baby's arrival was due and her husband was away. She could not return home at the same night because of the boat service. Minah laughed at her husband for having jumped to a wrong conclusion and both finally walked in happily to see their neighbour and her newborn baby. I bet that I have got no idea what am I talking about. I am so sorry as the story was not interesting and I'm writing this when my brain was out of function. Goodnight readers :)

A misapprehend message (part 1) Assamualaikum readers :) I got a story entitled "A misapprehend message". First of all, I would like to emphasize the word misapprehend. Misapprehend here synonyms to the word misunderstand. Here the story begins.. Abu and Minah are a very loving and sweet couple. This is an observation commented by practically everyone who knows them. They have been married five years and they still behave as they were newly-weds. They are the perfect couple, much until their friends got envy. Abu is an engineer and about two years after his marriage, he had been sent by the Government to serve in the rural and backwards areas. Since then, the couple had been living in a very small village in the 'middle of nowhere'. After four years, they had already got used to be living in such that area. They were well-known for their friendliness, their kindness and also their helpfulness. All these have made them popular among the villager. Things in Abu's household had been running very smoothly until recently when Minah started complaining about not feeling well. It so happened that there were no hospitals nor clinics in that village. There was only a small medicine shop to attend to the ills and ailments of the people. The nearest hospital was about forty miles away and they have to cross a very wide expanse of water in order to reach the hospital. Therefore, owing to the inconvenience and trouble involved, Minah had refused to go for a medical check-up, even with the persistent persuasion from her husban, Abu, knowing the stubborn streak in his wife's nature, had to give yup his futile attempts. One evening, Abu had returned home from work, later than usual. The reason was that he had been tied up in his work. To his surprise, for the first time in all their five years of marriage, his wife was not there to receive him at the door, no warm or welcoming smile, no one that bring to him his slippers, no one to tend to his needs, no one to fuss over him and finally, no dinner awaited him. With his heart in his mouth, he searched for his wife in the whole house. His heart missed a beat when he found a slip of paper on the dressing table. There was a message which said ; 'SAYANG, LEFT FOR THE HOSPITAL EMERGENCY ; NO TIME TO INFORM YOU. LOVE, MINAH !' Abu stared at the message, doubting and disbelief. He read the message over and over again hoping that he had read wrongly.... *to be continue..

Hey! I managed to go to second semester of JAD >.< Hello people. Do you know what is JAD? It stands for Japanese Assosiate Degree. This is a very hectic scholarship in Malaysia I guess. There is a slightly difference between this scholarship and other scholarships. I felt so relief when I knew I had passed to the second semester. Same goes to my friends. For second semester, we have to learn Mathematics, Physics and Introduction to Engineering in Japanese Language. That is so tough and exhausting. For the first week learning those subjects in Japanese, I felt like jumping off the window. Can you imagine how I felt? I am deadly serious. I can't even understand the meaning of the 'kanji'.Tell you the worth, I can't even imagine what the teacher was writing on the white board. I guess I can understand better what my 4 years old brother writes on a paper. Maybe my mind was blank at that time as we were on holidays for the past 3 weeks. Holiday means no book for me. I really hope I can go on with this smoothly. Please pray for me. I am glad that I still have English Language and also Chemistry in English for this semester. I am going to break my both leg to make sure I will pass this second semester. I am quite busy for this semester, but I will try my best to write at least an entry a week. Actually I HAVE TO WRITE AN ENTRY A WEEK.

Deskmate (part 2) Maybe I should call him now as Ex desk mate ;p Let's continue the story now ; As it was the first time I had a boy as my desk mate, I did not know how to start the conversation. It started when he said to the whole class he knew how to play guitar. It amazed me. I love to watch people played guitar. Since that, we talked and got to know each other well. Seriously, he's such a nice person. He helped me a lot in the studies. Even though he was very annoying, and tried to push me down, I still got some points to fight back. He is very good in Japanese Language other wise I am vise verse. But who cares? As for me, he is totally annoying. Now, he is no longer my desk mate. I feel relief. In the other hand, I do miss to be his desk mate as I love to write on his notes. When he was sleepy, I used to take his book and drew anything I wanted on it. We are going to sit for the final exam starting from Monday. I pray the best for all JAD students. I don't want to be dismissed. I bet that Syahmi is not going to be kicked from this programme. Anyway, GOODLUCK ex-deskmate.