I am alright I am alright, even though I had written something unhappy before. Somebody has said I am some kind of girl who likes to think over anything strange and like to go on myself. Actually, I have experienced specially with others, which makes me difference with the peers. You may consider myself as escaping from the reality, but to some degree, you are right. But what is the reality, I do understand. And what is my work, I have some ideas in my mind. So, don’t feel sorry or be too nervous about me, I am just releasing my bad emotions, which will make me feel well.

how stupid I am! I am in bad mood these days, just because of something unpredictable happen and interrupts my life. Frankly, I am the kind of girl hiding everything in my heart. In other words, some guys can not catch my mind, even though my families. At some times, I would ask myself am I living in the most comfortable life？ Maybe the answer is no. Honestly, the one I really want to talk to has passed away, and I find no one fittable to speak out my mind. Eveytime when I feel sad or feel like cry, I would look at the sky, which can prevent my tears going out. Haha , how stupid I am!

Do you have the same experience with me ? These days I feel myself much easier to be angry about something, for example, some of my relatives. One thing I am very confused about my relatives is why they are always sure college students can be relaxed to seek a comfortable job, which makes me uncomfortable and unhappy. Surly, at some point, college students have some advantages at seeking a job, but that is not the whole of truth, the truth is that the serious situation of seeking a job is facing college students. they don’t know the degree of education is not equal to the skills and something else what the companies want. So every time I heard something like that, I have nothing to say. One thing I really want to say is even though I am a college student, I am not a genius and I have much to learn. Do you have the same experience with me ?

am I a strange girl Chinese New Year, what we also call Spring Festival, is playing an especial role in our daily life, with Autumn Festival and the National Day. Chinese New Year is also the essential symbolic of unity. Every year when New Year is coming, everyone, no matter where you are who you are, stands in a line to buy tickets or book a ticket on net, although with hundreds of difficulties. When I was a teenager, I was very happy when spring festival coming, just for getting lucky money and wearing new clothes. But with years goes by, I found I am not so enthusiastic as what I have done as a child. At this moment, what I really want to do is to relax myself and have a good time with my family, especially I don’t care the new clothes or anything else. So sometime I would ask myself one question that is am I a strange girl or whether I am getting older, can you tell me?

view on passed year At this moment, what I really feel most is the passing time. Truly, how time flies! I find no words to express my complicated feelings. Looking back on what I have experienced, I believe that is lots of magic. Yes, some magical things come to my life. I always considered myself as a fool and stupid gay, who can not do anything well. Maybe as what others said I just lost confidence about myself. But this year saw some big changes on me. I can join my class well, although sometimes I do bring some troubles to others. To be honest, I have done what I have to do, what is more, and what makes me happy is I gradually pick back my confidence

today Today I played volleyball with my classmates and the ones who are senior to me in my major. In fact, volleyball is my most favorable sports. Only in the playing can I feel the passion for life, believing I can laugh freely and do anything I like. With much energy to spend, I was tired and sleepy. Haha, it is time to go to bed!

music When asked the question whether you like music or not, I will come up with my answer without hesitation. Honestly, I like music very much, especially the pop music. As far as I am concerned, I would like this kind of music full of thrilling factors more than others. Since I have listened to some classical music, in my world something has changed gradually. Then I try to enter the field of classical music, the result is making myself enjoying and leaving lots of marvelous feelings that I can not express clearly. But one thing I can absolutely understand is that I start to love it.

the attitude about troubles Some people complaint about the terrible situation. Because they think it is unfair for them to face the troubles and others do not . As a result, they do nothing for changing the situation or releasing themselves. But others often appropriate that kind of situation, for which the difficulties will enbold their minds and enhance the capacity of solving the problems. Honestly, I am back for the latter attitude. The reasons are following. Firstly, we are just human beings so that we can not order everything by our mind, and the only thing we should do is to adapt ourselves to the situation. Secondly, when facing the trap, we can surely learn something important, making our life more comfortable and colorful. Above all, the key point in what I mention above is that maybe troubles are fearful to face, but only when you encounter this can you understand a lot in your life, mainly in your attitude in your life. It is not fear to face it but to escape from it!

my opinion on study in college These days I always see some college students enjoying themselves, for instance, they often go to some top-class hotels to have a meeting or have eating at every weekends. And when I go to the library ,there are little and little students there. Sometimes when I am free I often think over about the responsibility of our university students. I understand how difficult the life we experienced in middle school and high school , we can surely be attracted by the wonderful life in college. it is reasonable that we may spend more money on what we want. But what shock me is that we spend less time on our study , mainly our books. It is likely that we can only enjoy ourselves instead of caring for our study. What stupid persons we are! Honestly we may entertain ourselves, relaxing ourselves. But as we know, the key mission we go to college is to learn. Learning is the most important thing in our lives, from which we can get valuable knowledge and enlarge our eyes , making our life more meaningful and beautiful. So in my opinion, we must spend much time on our study.