When will I so upset about my husband? A whole week went by,still he can't find his job.More than ten years work experience won't be a great advantage for her.He didn't have some friends,maybe that's because of his bad temper or lack of communication skill.I guess there will never be such of a woman like me that most of pressure comes from my husband. To my deepest heard, I don't want to live this life in my whole life.I really my husband can be a man that I with my daughter can rely on.But I find it that will never be the truth.Because of his weakness,he doesn't have confidence towards life, he even can't behave naturely.I want to help him.but a man live to be over 30 years，with less education and poor courtesy，how can I change him? I am engaged in an unhealth life, the worst is that it will absolutely infludent my daughter's view upon man.Will she be lack of safety towards man.Will it affect her future marriage...

My dear girl! (2) Then I couldIn't hear any words but her heartbreaking crying after saying I was on the train.Suddenly, tears burst into my eyes,I can help crying loudly, from my bottom heart,it was pieced... Two years passed by, the little girl is 6-year-old now.Lucyily,she is still a happy girl.She used to say:"I 'm happy at kindergarden,I'm happy at home,when I come here with mom.I am still happy.Because I am always a happy girl!" Yeah! That really her style. Last week I went back,when I said:"Woo,you are so great, you made so many progress,I guess you are a qulified pupil. She immediatly corrected me in sorrow look:"No,mom, I can't do well in my Chinese subject."I comforted her that:"Never mind, I believe you'll be good it in no time because your dream is a Chinese teacher.the Chinses teacher certainly will be great in Chinese." A lovely smile appears on apple face at once! That was my sweatheart girl! Mom love you forever~!

My dear girl! Moved by such strong love, I begin to miss my honey girl: what is her school work;does she get along well with her teacher and classmate; is she happy today; whether she encounter any problem which she can't speak out or not? My girl affects all of my emotion...I can still remeber that two years ago I went outside after spending Spring Festival. Here it' necessary to mention that most people need to go coastal city to make a living after Spring Festival in china,and it's very hard to get a ticket no matter geting back home or go outside. Also for us:I, am an outside-mother, she, is a at-home girl. That was an early moring about 5 am when most people were in warm quilt. I told her that I would take a two hour's bus to buy a ticket,and whether I can buy the ticket or not, I would come back to stay with her for one or two days.That's my promise.So when I left,my father said: "dear,say good-bye to mom." she replied calmly;"No, I needn't,cos mom promised that she would come back for one more days." I nodded to her with a smile. Things always change beyond you can expect. When I went to the train station, the tickets window were filled eager tickets buyer. I can't imagined how excited you would be if you can get a sleeping ticket which is avaliable one week later.There is no doubt that I must take the train to leave,which broke my promise to my daughter. After finding my sleeping bed, I began to think about how to find a good way to make her less disappionted. Took a call home, my dad told me that she still believe that I would surely be back because I had promised. That made me more upset. How can bear her broken-hearted cry! At this time, I recieved a call from my sister.The detail is that she can't believe my leaving.My sister said:"When I call home she pick up the phone happily with saying Hello, after hearing my news she hung up the phone with a big bang!" I can totally understand her feeling. She knew that her mom couldn't stay with her all time,but one more day is possible.Mom always does what she said. But why this happened today?She pretended not to believe others' words but wait for my reason. So to speak,see!her phone was coming. She said:"mom, where are you now, they said you would not be back.They are checking me, right?"I hold myself,"darling, I'm sorry, I'm on the train now,but I promise that I'll be back in summer vacation..." TO BE CONTINUED.

How to teach my special student English well? Tonight I pleased to recieve an special Englsih learner. The reason I describe him special is that: he is 44 years old now; he have never studied English before; he is eager to master basic English for one year.All above are his advantages. Still, he has his own disadvanages: he has a pretty good memory; he can learn English at least one day each day; most important，His learning English has nothing to do with himself but to give a hand to his son,who can't do well in English but have a good perfomance in other subjects.The father wants to give a example to his honey son that English is not so difficult to conquer.If your father can, I think you can do better.This is special father's special way to convey common love. Although mastering English in one year is quiet difficult for a mid-aged father, I made my mind to help him.Because we have the same strong feeling to give our love to child whenever he/she need. I do hope get your help when I meet teaching problems Susan

Photos about Ching Ming Festival These are some photos about the traditional festival. Hope you can get something.

Ching Ming Festival This week we three days off for the Ching Ming Festival.We all came home to stay with family.When I was a little girl,I would be happy when Ching Ming Festival is coming,not because this is a festival for our relatives who are dead but we can have something to eat and can meet my uncle and aunt who came home outsides.It was a sweet experience for me. To foreign friend,they never imagine this China's trational festival.Here is a introduction of this festival: 清明节的习俗是丰富有趣的，除了讲究禁火、扫墓，还有踏青、荡秋千、清明节扫墓 踢蹴鞠、打马球、插柳等一系列风俗体育活动。相传 这是因为寒食节要寒食禁火，为了防止寒食冷餐伤身，所以大家来参加一些体育活动，以锻炼身体。清明节，民间忌使针，忌洗衣，大部分地区妇女忌行路。傍晚以前，要在大门前洒一条灰线，据说可以阻止鬼魂进宅。 因此，这个节日中既有祭扫新坟生离死别的悲酸泪，又有踏青游玩的欢笑声，是一个富有特色的节日。 Hope you all that are interested in Chinese culture can learn about it.

The day of my honey's birthday April 2, is my honey daughter's birthday.When I came back home this morning,she relied on his mother's arms looking at me and waiting for my response.I can't describe my feeling:happy,worried,love and affection. She always stay with my mom who take care of her when she was born.I just came back to see her once or twice a year,but now the condition has been improved a lot.I am tutoring seven Junior school students for their English in Daye city which is not near my hometown.So this year I can come back to see my honey once a month. But today I asked her: "Do you have something to say for me",she told in whisper:"mom,I hope you can always stay with me." Again she shocked me.Yeah,I must earn more money and let her to study with me. The most moved thing for me is:when people asked her,"Han,where's your mother",she always answered:"Our house is lack of a little bit money,my mom and dad are striving for it now,so they can't stay with me now."Such an little girl with 5-year-old can think by the side of we adult. My girl,your dad and I are ready for!

Man really need friend Recently I feel so lonely.I can't stand this life,but I can do nothing but continue my ongoing life. It was said that Chinese people is a contradictory.For me,that's the truth:I don't love my husband and his family,but I have to be with him because I do want to give my lovely child a whole family;I want to Shanghai to earn a living but I can't bear the miss to my honey daughter:I want to work hard to build a stable financial base for my family but I can find a good place because of my hometown is so undeveloped. Life is a big mess!

Why do I always want to sleep? For these years, I have always been lack of sleep.I sleep nearly 10 hour a day. To tell the truth, I really don't want to sleep so much.Life is so precious for us.I need time to work, to stay with my daughter, to chat with friend,to read more books, to play sports, to learn English,even to learn another foreign language... Sometime, when it's time for sleep,but I found it hard to sleep.So many things come to my mind.That's why I can't have enough time to amuse myself after working. Is anybody can help me?