Dear Sr. S,
Thank you for your detailed information, and I apologize for my late
reply. This is X. I discussed it with T during the holiday. It's not because
she doesn't want to write to you individually; actually, it's because her
English is not very good. But it's okay! She can try to find something else in
Asia.
I travel during school holidays and have stayed in different monasteries,
such as M, since spiritual life is important to me. The Sister asked me to tutor
a boy in some basic English with his textbook. It was the first time that I
heard the sound of a zither; I was profoundly moved by the voice of God. So I
always pay attention to monasteries. I don't compare myself right now to that
Future Self, so I feel satisfied because I cherish every day that God gives us.
I appreciate how far I've come. I'm xx years old. I'm afraid of staying where I
am because there is no permanent security in this world. The clock is ticking,
and the only way to pursue something meaningful is by deepening our faith.