a musician played and sang Jiang Kui's "first song of middle Prelude of rainbow
skirt" for me yesterday. It was the first time I had heard that song played on
the guitar and found it was unbearably sad. I think Jiang Kui would have been
surprised and delighted that a musician, nearly a thousand years after his time,
played this timeless melody. Even though he doesn’t understand it because of the
cultural difference, just like I don’t understand western poetry.
"I think back
to my youth wandering,
mountains and passes to the sound of the flute,
the
entertainment house under the Willows."
When I was was young, I heard someone
playing Jiang Kui's melody. Perhaps only people who move frequently can
understand Jiang Kui’s wandering life experience and frustrations he laments,
during his mid and later life.
I need to move again tomorrow because the
landlord wants to remodel. tonight was my last night to live here. I wonder how
many more the last nights I am likely to bear.