I had envied her for 18 years.I envied her beauty ，her grades and her talents.She was good at dancing and playing the piano. When she was in senior high school，she started to learn ballet.It was her dream，and she was an experienced performer. But later I grew to realise that I did not envy her，because I know I could not stand that kind of life—working so hard everyday. Now I just want to relax ，develop my talents and achieve my own dreams. Maybe I will never be as great as her，but I can be the happiest and the best version of myself.