Today is going to be tough. I’m here to get some fresh air and calm down. If I’m home, I can't stop thinking about what I don't want to remember. This is the only place I feel at home nowadays. Almost every day, I'm stuck here for over two hours, which helps me escape the real world. Morrie talks about emotions and says we need detachment for experience and feelings. I'd say I'm the one who really really needs attachment from emotions and to go forward. Even though I experience a similar situation and feel negative emotions, why can't I let myself escape from them? Why do I let them control me? This is what I have a hard time dealing with, and I need to have a break. I really want to let go and take things to the next level!

Today is going to be tough. I’m here to get some fresh air and calm down. If I’m home, I can't stop thinking about what I don't want to remember. This is the only place I feel comfortable nowadays. Almost every day I'm stuck here for over two hours to escape the real world. Morrie talks about emotions and also says that we need detachment from experience and emotions. I'd say I'm the one who really needs to distance myself from my emotions and move forward. Even though I experience similar situations and feel negative emotions over and over again, why can't I distance myself from them? Why do I let them control me? This is what I have a hard time dealing with and need to have a breakthrough. I really want to let go and take things to the next level!