Yes! I am here. How about you?

I do wish you luck but not paying for services really never gets you much in this world, unless it’s from a real charity designed to help people.  That’s just the way it is. Normally you pay for nothing and you get nothing in return.  No one here is running a language charity service. I’d just recommend paying the nominal charge of a native English speaking tutor.  It’s well worth it. But good luck anyway.