The last time I felt scared was during the first week of July. I experienced some episodes of depression, anxiety, and fear last month. As we all know the hard time we are having worldwide: the lockdown, the news on social media that shows just negative things, the fact of being far from relatives and boyfriend... that was making me feel scared about the future. Then, I thought I was infected with the virus since I stayed in a very crowded place with people who were not wearing a mask. You might be wondering why I was in a place like that, well, it was the marketplace to be specific and I needed to buy medicine to my dog who is gonna die soon :( Aand then, the second week, my uncle passed away. My relatives said it was due to the virus (that is what the doctor said to them) but all doctors here tell the same to everyone who dies, anyway, later they had news that it was not for the virus but for another reason. So... I though again, the virus is around my family because my mom went to my aunt's house to visit her :( and I also felt angry with her because she didn't care about going to another house without wearing a mask, and I have been taking care of myself. Anyway, I got sick (not for the virus) but for an infecction I got. I feel much better now, I have lots of support from my boyfriend, and I also have some professional help.
