Complete personality I understand that people like cheerful, happy, natural people. Active helper, people with complete personality, not because they are only cute, beautiful, Actaully, some people are really making people happy. But when depressed people do not have this personality, it is difficult to attract others. It’s that I was a cheerful person before. I understand that because it is too difficult to get close to me, I know that I have to take the initiative to smile with people, say "hello", people will approach me, but I don’t always smile, I can not do this sometime. Because if I have no courage to take the initiative. They have nothing to attract to that person, some people think they are tiny. So they have to be stronger. This made you from Confidence becomes unconfident. Maybe I am making progress and I don't know, because I understand that I want to attract others, first, whose have good character, so I won't be jealous. Although I can't do this, it's not because of me, it's because I am sick. I dare not look at myself in the mirror. I was perfect at first. Many things are not comfortable, such as the Overnight food. They are all accommodating me. In fact, I don’t want to say this. I know others have difficulties. I knew it is not good before I pray for this, it will not happen? E.g. It is bad for the body. I don’t even know what I’m seeing when I read the Bible many times. I saw the website " Caring church "advised the church to pray for someone who is depressed because the Bible says that some people are healed because of others’ faith, and they want the church to be one and pray for each other. Support. But I know that I am very fortunate. Because of many people experience is a lot of pain, but I don't want to compare with people. "You should know a lot at your age, you can own, Because of chronic insomnia, I fell down, someone supported me, but not ideal, and "I don't want to become fat", I know that I have to face myself. Unfortunately, I want to leave when people caring me. In Many years, I feel that I have a loving place and I will recover. But I don't feel any sense of security apart from Matthew. Many unhappy feelings vent. I want to learn to smile. Maybe I will not take the initiative to help others. Because If I am a person with complete personality, this will not be the case. I will it be less embarrassing, because of I write others language articles?