woodpecker`s day

I always believe that my brian brain (haha I was wondering how your boyfriend 'Brian' could need a battery! It's my naught BRAIN! 哈哈哈) is like a battery, if i stop recharging it, it will be rubbish. i feel totally bad absolutely terrible/just awful these days, from all aspects/in every respect.
my silly/pathetic english \my silly/feeble japanese, how could i deal with what can I do about them? They're so complex to for me ******------------------- (have something to do right now, later i will finish it later)

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woodpecker`s day

I always believe that my brian is like a battery,if I stop recharge it ,it will be like a  rubbish. I feel totally bad these days ,from all aspects.
My silly english, my silly japanese. How could I deal with them?so complex to me******-------------------(have someting to to ,later I will finish it )