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Life is... Well I just want to say my story. I don't care that I write in wrong sentences or not. I just want to share how I feel. I don't have anyone to talk. I think italki is the best place. You all here don't even know me, so there's nothing to afraid of! In this last 3 years I found that life is... Since my father secretly married a woman and starting laying to us about money it's so much hurt and now he is not living with us anymore. Having 3 little sisters and 1 little brother makes even harder. I have to replace my father place. I always don't want to show my tears, I am a strong sister for them. Me and mom selling foods in front of our house for my sister's education. I still don't get any new job since I have completed my last job 1 year ago. I feel ashamed cause I can't help my mom at all. You know? Every night I can't sleep worrying about what my brother and sisters will be. I have to work hard for them. I have to! 1 month ago, we move to new small house because we don't have any house actually. We have nothing to pay, so me move from one house to another. I hate my Father, he didn't give us any legacy. He just comes visit us like once a week with bring nothing but mocking us everytime we ask money for foods and education. We used to be so happy few years ago. But now everything has changed. I lost weight 12 kilo grams, do not ask me why. I have kept my tears this last 3 years, but now I can't keep it anymore. I need to share how I feel, though it's just a note. My mom is sick cause she got an accident. A family serve my mom like a servant. They asked mom anything. Pick up vegetables by motorcycle, cooking, ask anything even anything that doesn't make sense. And I got surprised when mom coming home crying cause that family bullying her in a very rude way. I can accept that. I was hoping I got a job when I offer my ability to a company one week ago. I was so much hoping I got. But they rejected me in a weird ways. I was hoping cause it not only me in me. But it's me, my sisters, my brother and my mom. People say that God fulfill every dream. Does he? People say there is always something great after bad. I still dont feel it, but I keep believing.

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Life is...

Well I just want to tell my story. I don't care if I write in wrong sentences or not. I just want to share how I feel. I don't have anyone to talk to. I think italki is the best place. None of you even know me, so there's nothing to be afraid of!

In this last 3 years I found that life is...
Since my father secretly married a woman and starting laying to us about money, it hurts so much  and now he is not living with us anymore. Having 3 little sisters and 1 little brother makes things even harder. I have to take my father's place. I never want to show my tears, I am a strong sister for them. My mom and I selling foods in front of our house for my sister's education.

I still haven't gotten a new job since I have completed my last job 1 year ago. I feel ashamed because I can't help my mom at all.
You know? I can't sleep at night worrying about what my brother and sisters will be. I have to work hard for them. I have to!

One month ago, we moved to a new, small house because we don't have a house actually. We have nothing to pay, so me move from one house to another. I hate my Father, he didn't give us any legacy. He just comes to visit us like once a week, bringing nothing, but mocking us everytime we ask for money for foods and education.

We used to be so happy few years ago. But now everything has changed. I have lost weight, 12 kilograms, do not ask me why.

I have kept my tears this last 3 years, but now I can't keep it anymore. I need to share how I feel, though it's just a note. My mom is sick because she got into an accident. A family treats my mom like a servant. They asked mom to do anything, picking up vegetables by motorcycle, cooking, asking anything, even things that don't make sense. And I got surprised when mom came home crying because that family bullyied her in a very rude way. I can't accept that.

I was hoping I would get a job when I applied to a company one week ago. I was hoping so much that I would get it. But they rejected me in a weird ways. I was hoping because it affected not only me, but also my sisters, my brother and my mom.

People say that God fulfills every dream. Does he?
People say there is always something great after bad.
I still dont feel it, but I keep believing.

 

-Very well-written and heartfelt. I hope things get better for you soon.

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i am sorry, i hope things will get better! i was wondering if you can considering teaching english to children there as a torure , or you can teach indonesian here on italki! also since you have access to internet you could learn some simple handmade arts and crafts! and then make them abd sell them! the income in such arts are fair enough! i recall i learnt how to make verrryy nice dolls in a week, and every one wanted to buy them! there is always ways to live your life! never give up, and also read book of positive thinking by joseph morfy,they are very helpful!
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Hi, Siamand, Kaining and Geraldine. Thank younso much guys. Remembering that I have all of you who gave me encouragements makes me strong. Thank you so much for the prays. I hope this moment will be finished very soon. I wait the promises of God. He promises there is always rainbow after rain, there is always shine after dark. I am waiting mine.
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It's so very hard to believe when you're in the middle of something awful and horrible that there's good to come out of this, but there will. Keep good in your heart, and believe it, and good will follow you. Your siblings will be fine. All will be fine. Take care, Geraldine
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ju_A-T4ZjUo Good luck to you! I will pray for you to have a better life! Do not give up, because you don't know how far you can reach. Keep going!

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