My spirit is dug up It still pained me deep down since I just lost my job. However, there are much more I have learned from this awesome job. Tears and pains were sticking together to invoke my spirit up. I couldn't reject it anymore. To be honest, I created my Facebook account's named "bemyself...", but, I was not. In contrary, I was just pretending. To add some of this, I lived my life in a coward way. I tried to avoid mistakes by not to be involved with any difficult situations. On our payday, all of us were discussing on not to give laptops away since we haven't gotten our last pay yet that the company promised to give us. While they were trying too hard to defend for everyone's sake, I was sitting like an idiot. A slogan said people who are brave will die faster than people who are coward. I deeply agreed with this phrase. I tried not to talk much and to defended only for my own good, as a result, I couldn't even speak my mother tongue fluently and made me shamed for being an Angkorean Citizen. From now on, I will try everything to be a brave girl! To be the one who is not afraid of anything in this world. With Regards Sophon